You know, after being in Dunman High for about 8 months or so, I've matured a lot and like duh I made lots of friends:) And ya well, sometimes feelings tend to grow much deeper and you find yourself in this situation where you kind of like? your friends much better? Okay, that happened to me twice. And the first one sort of ended up real horrible. It was mostly a one-way sided love, with me being the idiotic one who keeps on chasing her... Even though I knew the consequences. Sigh, I "deprived" her of 3-4 months of freedom? And now, we seem as though we're complete strangers, sigh... I think this friendship has kind of go "poof".

And now, I find myself in another one! And the real good news is, it's a two-sided love. Oh well, things do happen like that:) And I'm trying my best to "continue" it? I guess so.

You know I realise that my results are seriously deproving. I'm getting all Bs and not As which I'm supposed to. Sigh, ever getting hook up to MSN, I've really seen my results detoriate, and I'm saddened by this fact. I really admire those who can balance their time up, going on MSN and at the same time, getting straight As for their results. Sigh, I believe I'm one of those who can't really balance out. I need self-motivation... T.T

Ar, letting out my thoughts do make me feel better. I hope not to commite any grave offences in the near future and not upset people surrounding me. Right, if you have any constructive comments, please go ahead! I'd really appreciate it:)

Signed,
Ben XD