I'm frustrated by so many times that I probably lost count of it. I guess it could be because I'm getting used to the idea of being a loner, with no friends to hang out. It was the first post-exam activity today. Art exhibition. Boring. Except for some of the paintings that attracted me which urge me to probe further into the drawing. Somehow it exposes me of my true self and I seem to "clique" with it immediately. The sugar cube was most interesting, with the exception of that horrible smell attached to it and of course the numerous insects lingering. Also, I believe that art can be expressed into so many forms regardless of whether the art can be hurtful or homosexual. It is to express an emotion. Sigh, I could regard today's activity as somewhat enlightening. I took a couple of pictures but somehow the computer just wouldn't allow me to send it over. I guess I have to wait.

After the exhibition, we were released at 2 at cityhall mrt station. Nothing much to yearn for, just boredom. Walked with Erasma till the mrt station then I decided to lunch at raffles city. Went with bryan and spent the entire afternoon. Went to starbucks as well but there were so many macbooks lying around. I sat at this round table where there was a good overview of two people whom one was using a macbook and the other playing audition. Interesting. The beverage I had was okay, but the chocolate tasted funny. Perhaps I'm not used to such expensive stuff? I need to get use to them soon.

Then went home and was quite bored. I ate with bryan donuts. Bought sweets for family and was really bored when I was alone. Tried playing the violin, but nothing came out. My second piece is in ruins. I need to practise.

And lastly before finishing, I wish that the person that kept giving me the idea that she is angry/irritated by me will one day clarify and perhaps resolve the problem once and for all. I need to stay connected for the next year so hence this is essential. Thank you. And I guess many of my previous friends aren't really close to me now, they sort of push me away, and it's really very hard trying my best to join that "gang" and not getting rejected most of the time.

Vying for that dream of a magnificent macbook and seeking God's understanding on some irritating boys in my class...