I can't bring myself to play my violin. My fingers are stiff and can't move at all. T.T Sigh, and the reason I'm touching my violin is for the sake of the computer T.T What a disgrace I am. And my grade 8 is just next year. I don't feel the rush nor motivation. And like it's the holidays and I'm not excited in the least. I tried reading "the merchant of venice" today but nothing went in. Not to mention the rest of my collection. Absolutely out of the question. And I'm wondering how it'd be like moving back to tanjong rhu. Would it be better? haha I wouldn't know. But perhaps the classrooms will be cleaner and larger that's for sure.

So back to today, another day of worship at church. Today's speaker was Uncle Chang Loong. The message was okay, much better than the ones delivered by more senior pastors. And great news! Shaun responded to my message and brought his macbook today XD haha. And I was using it during break time and during his lesson I was bugging him to switch it on. lol. I was so busy turning on the itunes and blasting music. And also table tennis was of course. We played from 2 plus all the way to 6 XD It was fun and cool and stuff. I certainly enjoyed myself.

OH MY HOLY MAMMA. MY GRAMMAR IS DRASTICALLY ON THE VERGE OF COLLAPSE. AND MY VOCABULARY. PERHAPS I'M TURNING INTO SOME NUTTY FELLOW. MY ENGLISH HAS TOO UPHOLD ITS EVER GOOD REPUTATION! HAHAHAHA.

sigh. im back into emo mood. my life is in ruins. im soooo dead. wish me a lucky trip:)