I'm turning into a couch potato sooner or later. Everyday, wake up, brush teeth, slack on the couch, reach for the remote control and there you go, television. Mtv, HBO, every channel would be carefully flipped through. I dunno how to spend my holidays fruitfully you know, except staring at my math assessment book and day-dreaming. I only manage to learn map scale, inverse and direct proportion, expansion and factorisation. That's all. Quite sucky right? 3.67 and yet I'm still slacking all day long? No need to mention my weight too. I bet it's rising steadily == Perhaps you all might think that I'm nuts to work for a macbook, but then everyone has its own aspirations and a macbook is the closest one. Immigrating to America would be another, but it's for the distant future. Well, I can only work hard for now, and prepare myself for the rest of my life. I hope I'll find some nice job (:

To wanyu: I dunno how to phrase it to you. But I do not know whether I still can trust you. Some person told me about how you have impacted your friends. I couldn't believe that you good do that. I tried to reason with myself, but the more I think, the more convinced I am. I am lost currently. I wish all these turmoil will end as quickly as possible.

And for bay camp (2-6 Dec), I'm worried I might be rejected because of my inactiveness or whatsoever. I'm considering not to join bay camp, but since my Sec 1 church classmates are going, I hope I'll be in the same group as them. And also for cell group, they're going to re-arrange the entire bay. What if I get thrown around and have no group? Sigh, I might as well stop going for bay...

That marks the end of my day. My internet connection will be gone in 10 more mins. What shit is this?