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2008-11-18T22:36:00.000+08:00

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Musician Doo doo de doo waaaa doo de doo! (<-- That's you playing something.) Everyone appreciates the band/orchestra geeks and the pretty voices. Whether you sing in the choir, participate in a school/local band, or sit at home writing music, you contribute a joy to society that everyone can agree on. Yay! Welcome to actually doing something for poor, pathetic human souls. (Just kidding.)
Drama Nerd
Literature Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Social Nerd
Anime Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2008-11-18T22:22:00.001+08:00

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Paranoia You are constantly thinking about what others may be saying about you behind your back. You may also feel people have conspiracies against you, or they are out to get you. In crowds you may feel like everybody is watching to closely.
Manic Depressive
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
What mental disorder do you have? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Commitment Even though it may not always seem like it, deep down you are afraid of being committed to anything serious. You love the feeling of being carefree and not having anything tying you down. You're afraid that someone or something that may tie you down in life, will keep you from reaching other goals. You may also be afraid of getting hurt. You need to open yourself up more to possibilities and realize that sometimes it's good to be committed to something that you really care about. Just because you're an independent, free-spirited person doesn't mean that being committed to anything is going to change who you are.
Looked down on
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2008-11-17T22:03:00.003+08:00

This is skin is nice and simple. Perfect :D

Today was a pouring day ): That made my violin case wet, my shoes wet, and my crumpler bag wet. ): Shit. But in the end, I managed to arrive safely despite of the harsh condition.

Gah, had full ensemble for the first 3 hours. stupid stupid stupid. But at least I have learnt something from it. High notes and harmonics come with the sky high price (: And I've conquered that! Yipee!!!!!

Then the horror came, SECTIONALS. It lasted for about 4 hours STRAIGHT. Horrible is the word, Ms Ku drilled the shit outta us. Complete exhaustion was expected. Joey and I were glancing at the clock every few minutes (:

WTHWTHWTHWTH. WORKSHOP IS THIS FRIDAY. LALO IV HAS NOT BEEN TOUCHED BY ME SINCE DUNNO WHEN. GAH!!!!!!!

Came home after SE. On the way, Jolene let me and Jiemin listened to her LALO IV playing. Imba worhhs.

And the misunderstanding between me and wanyu has been resolved (:

AND SOME ASSHOLES CLAIMED THAT I LIKED HER BECAUSE OF HER WEALTH. "WHAT A FUCKING RIGHT GUESS" GET LOST. LOSER.

ok, off to watch 麻辣天后宫。buh bye~

2008-11-16T20:28:00.002+08:00

hellos.

today has been a traumatic day. I went to the airport to send my brother off for his trip to Taiwan, and I didn't expect to meet any of past primary six people. But it turned out wrong. I met like probably 3 of them? lol. Chng Jin, then there was a guy from 1K and a girl whom I knew when I sat the same bus during primary 4. All looked the same except for the girl. She changed her parting and fringe, if I'm not mistaken. And I realised that Chng Jin was only there when I so accidentally turned my head and saw his face XD He seemed much taller, but he still wears the same green watch and he has the same figure XD haha, it sounds sick. but yea. I thought Ms Yeo would go there, but it turned out to be Ms Wendi Yeo, and not Wendy Yeo. Weird huh? lol.

After seeing my brother off, I got back to church to only realise Angel, Jon and Shaun were at the coffeeshop == so I walked from church all the way there and stoned there (: I bought green tea from Angel. haha. But I haven't returned her the $1. Angel remind me (: Then Gaby and Brigid came and join. And Jon was concocting some weird mixture that was sweet, sour, spicy and bitter. And he took a spoonful of it o.o haha. He said it tasted okay, but in the end he felt like vomitting. Took a stroll back and played table tennis. Was quite lousy for the first few matches but I quickly warmed up and was soon to go :):):) Played and played and Gideon managed to come up with a funny way of dealing table tennis. It's called Volble-teball. It's a mixture of volleyball and table tennis. We serve as per normal, then the net will act as the line separating both teams and each person gets to have at most two hits to try to return the ball over to the other team. Was quite fun. But tiring. And Subin's boyfriend is confirmed Michael. Angel smsed Subin and she replied XD haha. Angel even smsed Subin to ask her bf out for sunday school outing (: Imagine Subin and Michael ice-skating together... Aw... (:

Can't wait for sso. (Sunday School Outing). It's next week at Kallang doing ice-skating. Hope it'll be fun and Constance will sure be the laughing bag XDXD haha. Can't wait (:

One more thing. I'm sick and tired of receiving comments and etcetra. I'm going to retire from blogging one day. maybe. maybe.

{Brit's Circus is turning up soon. Am going to buy it!!!}

2008-11-15T22:39:00.002+08:00

That's my motivation.

I'm turning into a couch potato sooner or later. Everyday, wake up, brush teeth, slack on the couch, reach for the remote control and there you go, television. Mtv, HBO, every channel would be carefully flipped through. I dunno how to spend my holidays fruitfully you know, except staring at my math assessment book and day-dreaming. I only manage to learn map scale, inverse and direct proportion, expansion and factorisation. That's all. Quite sucky right? 3.67 and yet I'm still slacking all day long? No need to mention my weight too. I bet it's rising steadily == Perhaps you all might think that I'm nuts to work for a macbook, but then everyone has its own aspirations and a macbook is the closest one. Immigrating to America would be another, but it's for the distant future. Well, I can only work hard for now, and prepare myself for the rest of my life. I hope I'll find some nice job (:

To wanyu: I dunno how to phrase it to you. But I do not know whether I still can trust you. Some person told me about how you have impacted your friends. I couldn't believe that you good do that. I tried to reason with myself, but the more I think, the more convinced I am. I am lost currently. I wish all these turmoil will end as quickly as possible.

And for bay camp (2-6 Dec), I'm worried I might be rejected because of my inactiveness or whatsoever. I'm considering not to join bay camp, but since my Sec 1 church classmates are going, I hope I'll be in the same group as them. And also for cell group, they're going to re-arrange the entire bay. What if I get thrown around and have no group? Sigh, I might as well stop going for bay...

That marks the end of my day. My internet connection will be gone in 10 more mins. What shit is this?

2008-11-15T19:25:00.002+08:00

Had CG yesterday. At Uncle Michael's house. Me and a couple of other kiddos choreographed dance moves to Rihanna's Disturbia :D haha. But most of the time I was busy with my PSP. And the warriors is super FUN. I love doing their missions and go bashing up other gangs. And I get to be the warlord, vice-warlord and one of the comrades. I love this game, it gives me a bloodrush. But surprisingly, I get a side effect from playing this game o_o Brain damage. I always have headache after playing this game =.= but I'm so addicted to it.

Had SE on Friday. Sectionals from 1330 to 1530. Slacked. Jiemin/Jaymie was sharing her experience in Australia. And I realised Australia's way of education is really lagging behind Singapore. That's why I'm having second decisions on immigrating to aussie, uk and us. But I heard the ipods and macbooks over there are much cheaper than those in Singapore ): Shucks. After much sharing and slacking, we had a combined practice with the Senior High people. Faith got dragged to the front with Rodion. hahahaha (: Me and Joey were "chopping" the back seats. Had minor headache during practice. And the clock was moving so slowly... ohoh Shimin and Andrew look so compatible, as quoted from Jiemin, since they got about the same looks XD

My brother's flying off to Taiwan tomorrow. Hope he has a good flight == haha.

terima kasih XD

2008-11-13T20:37:00.007+08:00

Fiona. Acting retarded XD

Jiayi "arranging" her hair XD

Fiona again with Vivien.

Valerie and Fiona once again. Fiona looks like Xinyi in this picture O.O

Jiayi with Kai Xiong the hard working people!!!

Yesterday was 6/1's beautiful chalet. Not really beautiful, but you know, meeting up once in awhile is fun. I met Jiayi at Whitesands and we took 354 to Coasta Sands Resort. Not the level camp area, the one where you need to walk further. Funny. Met Maoyu and Kenneth as well. After reaching the chalet, we saw most of the girls throwing water balloons. Kenneth, Maoyu and I went up to the boys' "compartment". It was small, therefore cozy XD. We played near the staircase and the entire stairway got wet. Hannah and Valerie were ranting. hahaha!

Once most of the boys came down, we proceeded for barbecque. It was messy starting the fire. And my hands got black from moving the charcoals here and there. We took about say half an hour just to get the fire started but Nicholas, Bryan and Yong Jie fanned so hard till the flame died out =.= so after a few more tries we gave up and asked the other residers to help us XD And thankfully, they set up in less than 10 mins. THANK GOD. We started dumping the food onto the stove. Satay, chicken wings, otahs and marshmallows. Had a great time babbling with Fiona, Vivien and Rong Ying. We took marshmallows to heat them up. And surprisingly, the outer layer of the marshmallow turned sort of hard, so we could peel the outer layer out, leaving the creamy filling left on the skewer. Of course, a lot of effort was needed to take the filling out of the skewer. And about an hour or so later, it started to rain. Most went inside to watch the 7 o'clock show while only a few of us, *uhm*, hardworking ones stood outside to warm the food up for them. Nevertheless, we had a great time playing in the rain. Kaixiong was the imba one. He practically drenched himself in the rain XD and got horribly wet. Jiayi also. Both of them are really brave...

Ok, then the rain stopped and we packed up everything. And I started playing Vivien's PSP. hahaha she was complaining but I was totally oblivious to my surrounding until Hannah started covering the screen =.= and I lost that match... T.T Oh, Rongying brought chips so we munched on it! It was boring, only the "civilised" ones were downstairs... the rest were upstairs going wild, or what Vivien brands it, they're having "sex change".

Then the 9 o'clock blockbuster came and the foursome sat down and watched. Rongying kept saying, "Jiu4 Shi4 lor" and Vivien looked irritated. I was eating nuggets. hahaha food machine~ LOL. After watching the show till 9.35 or so, Kenneth, Maoyu, Vivien, Fiona, Rongying and I went home. I longbang Kenneth's car. His brother was there as well. Cute! hahahahaha. His parents alighted us at Paya Lebar Mrt Station. And I waited for bus number 58. It was a long wait. My feet were were experiencing severe, horrendous pain ): At last, I reached home and there goes the day~ ;D

As for today, my mum had this change of mind and allowed my brothers and I to play PSP and NDS. YAYYAYAYAYAYAYAY haha. I enjoyed playing "The warriors". Killing and completing missions, something like GTA. Nice!

And I want a macbook, ipod nano G4 engraved with words, PSP slim and lite (black in color), iphone. I'm too much of a materialistic person. Or so wy says! lol (:

Ok, bye!

2008-11-11T20:36:00.002+08:00

Something has been cropping up inside me. I do not know what is it.

And I feel like I'm some despicable shit of crap. Why can't I live a normal life like others and blog like some normal person? Why must I be the pathetic one to blog and get like jeered at for? I've attempted to change myself before. But no matter how much time I try, it always fail.

And I definitely know who you were pointing to. No doubt, you are pissed with me, but I do not see the point why you are fingering me? It's like I know you think I do not see you as a friend or whatever but I've been changing and trying to change peoples' perspective of me. And you know what? I failed. Sounds disgusting huh? But that's the reality. I do not care if you detests me sitting beside right you every morning, I know you must feel obligated to sit beside me, but this entire year 1 has been shit for me alright. I do not know why you must pin-point everything that you hate to me, can't you just say it right in front of me? You need not post it elsewhere. And you know something? You were the one that made me realize that being a loner is super "fun" okay? Ha, why am I even trying to post what I'm thinking about you on my blog. Also, I trust you did not block me, but can I even trust your words? Three sentences of whatever?

By the way, Bryan, if you ever see this post, I apologise for letting it out. That was because x linked it somehow then I blurted it out. I'm really sorry...

RIHANNA ROCKS

2008-11-09T21:17:00.003+08:00

Third post. Rihanna truely inspires me...

And shit I can't access mixpod.com so no music currently T.T and the wording seems to be little messy but never mind ;D

Rihanna-- Take a Bow

how about a round of applause〖给你来点欢呼怎样?〗
yeah, standin' ovation〖再来个起立鼓掌〗

you look so dumb right now〖你看起来如此笨拙〗
standing outside my house〖呆站在我家门外〗
trying to apologize〖尝试着向我道歉〗
you're so ugly when you cry〖你啼哭的样子还真难看〗
please, just cut it out〖拜托别在我面前装模作样了〗

don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not〖你丝毫没有感到内疚时不要向我道歉〗

baby when i know you're only sorry you got caught〖亲爱的我知道你只是被人发现说谎时感到抱歉〗

but you put on quite a show〖但是你上演了一出很好的戏〗

you really had me going〖真的让我相信了你的谎言〗

but now it's time to go〖但现在一切将告一段落〗

curtain's finally closing〖所有的事情都落下帷幕〗

that was quite a show〖那真是一场精采绝伦的表演〗

very entertaining〖娱乐性十足〗

but it's over now〖但现在一切将随风而去〗

go on and take a bow〖为这出精彩的表演鞠躬答谢吧〗

grab your clothes and get gone〖收拾好你的衣物在我眼前消失吧〗
you better hurry up before the sprinklers come on〖你最好在细雨来临之前赶快离开吧〗
talkin' about girl, i love you, you're the one〖说什么我爱你,你是我的唯一之类的话〗
this just looks like the re-run〖只能让我感觉你又重新开始表演了〗
please, what else is on〖拜托你还有什么新骗术〗

and don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not〖你丝毫没有感到内疚时不要向我道歉〗

and the award for the best liar goes to you〖最佳说谎奖归属于你〗
for makin' me believe that you could be faithful to me〖因为你成功让我相信你对我的忠诚〗
let's hear your speech out〖让我们来听听你漂亮的演说〗
how about a round of applause〖给你来点欢呼怎样?〗
a standin' ovation〖再来个起立鼓掌〗

but you put on quite a show〖但是你上演了一出很好的戏〗
you really had me going〖真的把我忽悠了〗
but now it's time to go〖但现在一切将告一段落〗
curtain's finally closing〖所有的事情都落下帷幕〗
that was quite a show〖那真是一场精采绝伦的表演〗
very entertaining〖娱乐性十足〗
but it's over now〖但现在一切将随风而去〗
go on and take a bow〖为这出精彩的表演鞠躬答谢吧〗
but it's over now〖但现在一切将随风而去〗

Rihanna--Disturbia

bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum (what's wrong with me?)
bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum (why do i feel like this?)
bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum (i'm going crazy now)
bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

no more gas in the rig
can't even get it started
nothing heard, nothing said
can't even speak about it
all my life on my head
don't want to think about it
feels like i'm going insane
yeah

it's a thief in the night
to come and grab you
it can creep up inside you
and consume you
a disease of the mind
it can control you
it's too close for comfort

throw on your break lights
we're in the city of wonder
ain't gonna play nice
watch out, you might just go under
better think twice
your train of thought will be altered
so if you must faulter be wise
your mind is in disturbia
it's like the darkness is the light
disturbia
am i scaring you tonight
disturbia
ain't used to what you like
disturbia
disturbia

bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

faded pictures on the wall
it's like they talkin' to me
disconnectin' your call
your phone don't even ring
i gotta get out
or figure this shit out
it's too close for comfort

it's a thief in the night
to come and grab you
it can creep up inside you
and consume you
a disease of the mind
it can control you
i feel like a monster

throw on your break lights
we're in the city of wonder
ain't gonna play nice
watch out, you might just go under
better think twice
your train of thought will be altered
so if you must faulter be wise
your mind is in disturbia
it's like the darkness is the light
disturbia
am i scaring you tonight
disturbia
ain't used to what you like
disturbia
disturbia

bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

release me from this curse
i'm trying to remain tame
but i'm struggling
you can't go, go, go
i think i'm going to oh, oh, oh

throw on your break lights
we're in the city of wonder
ain't gonna play nice
watch out, you might just go under
better think twice
your train of thought will be altered
so if you must faulter be wise
your mind is in disturbia
it's like the darkness is the light
disturbia
am i scaring you tonight
disturbia
ain't used to what you like
disturbia
disturbia

bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Rihanna-- Shut up and drive

i've been looking for a driver who is qualified
so if you think that you're the one, step into my ride.
i'm a fine cool supersonics speed machine
got a sunroof top and a gangster lead

so if you feel it let me know, know, know.
come on now what you're waiting for, for, for.
my engine's ready to explode, explode, explode.
so start me up and watch me go, go, go

get you where you wanna go, if you know what i mean.
got a ride that's smoother than a limousine.
can you handle the curves, can you run all the lights.
if you can baby boy, than we can go all night.
cause it's zero to sixty in three point five
baby you got the keys.
now shut up and drive, drive, drive.
shut up and drive, drive, drive.

i got class like a fifty-seven cadillac.
start over drive with a whole lot of boom in the back.
you look like you can handle what's under my hood.
you keeping saying that you will, boy i wish you would.

so if you feel it let me know, know, know.
come on and what you're waiting for, for, for.
my engine's ready to explode, explode, explode.
so start me up and watch me go, go, go
get you where you wanna go, if you know what i mean.
got a ride that's smoother than a limousine.
can you handle the curves can you run all the lights.
if you can baby boy, than we can go all night.
cause it's zero to sixty in three point five.
baby you got the keys.
now shut up and drive, drive, drive.
shut up and drive, drive, drive.

cos you play the game, got what i got
get it get it, don't stop, it's a short shot
ain't a ferrari, huh boy, i'm sorry
i ain't need to worry, so step inside
and ride, ride, ride....
so if you feel it let me know, know, know.
come on and what you're waiting for, for, for.
my engine's ready to explode, explode, explode.
so start me up and watch me go, go, go
get you where you wanna go, if you know what i mean.
got a ride that's smoother than a limousine.
can you handle the curves can you run all the lights.
if you can baby boy, than we can go all night.
cause it's zero to sixty in three point five.
baby you got the keys.
now shut up and drive, drive, drive.
shut up and drive, drive, drive.

2008-11-09T20:05:00.003+08:00

I'm high therefore this shall be my second post for the day.

And my url has changed YET AGAIN.

Yes I will revert back to my crapping season just that "est" is replaced to prevent my parents from viewing it (:

SO please relink and I apologise for the inconvenience caused ^^ very sorry...

My blog url : benjy-est-crapper.blogspot.com (:(:

AND FOR THOSE WHO HATE ME SO MUCH COULD YOU PLEASE KINDLY LIKE FORGIVE ME OR SOMETHING CAUSE I REALLY REGRET WHAT I HAVE DONE. AND PLEASE PLEASE LENG YUK UNBLOCK ME FROM AUDITION AND FELICIA PLEASE DON'T GET ANGRY 'COS OF THE POST AND I SINCERELY APOLOGISE FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE.

2008-11-09T19:46:00.002+08:00

Courtesy of http://www.amazon.com/Blogging-Dummies-Computer-Tech/dp/0471770841

I think I need a book on blogging for dummies.

Seriously, perhaps tuition on blogging might help. I've been blogging crap these days =.=

Ok, anyways,

I BOUGHT RIHANNA'S GOOD GIRL GONE BAD: RELOADED AND DANIEL POWTER'S UNDER THE RADAR.

Wow. Their voices rock seriously.

And yep it's Sunday, but tomorrow there's no CCA (:(: Thankfully! But I'll be bored at home doing nothing but playing violin and doing my stupid assessments =.= T.T

But the only "fun" thing to do nowadays is going online or playing audition. ^^ My audition is showing signs of improvement. hahahaha :] And I'm obsessed with some robot dance which is quite retarded XD But it's kinda cool O_O

vindicated.

2008-11-06T20:02:00.004+08:00

it means to like right something from wrong. If you get what I mean.

I feel stupid. Not because I failed my exams or something. I'm socially dumb. I can't like clique with people that I meet. Perhaps it's because of my introvert side. But when I'm with my friends I can go wild. WEIRD.

Sigh, had violin lessons today. And I guess I needed extra invigilation that's why my violin teacher asked me to come for practice today. I'm gonna do solo for this year's performance: Csardas by V. Monti. Sigh, I need to practise on the running notes and harmonics. It's not easy -,- really.

Sigh after coming back from violin lesson, I watched "Blackman". It was funny, but the characters were a little dumb XD

Sigh, I realised I have no aim in my lesson. I dunno if you can consider me as an amateur intellectual. I'm starting to like studying and macbooks. My stupidity is increasing and I think studies are very important. I need to visit a doctor. I'm going mad. T.T

again.

2008-11-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

Your Mind is Blue

Of all the mind types, yours is the most mellow.

You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles.

Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.

What Color Is Your Mind?

infidel.

2008-11-05T21:49:00.002+08:00

Your Love Element Is Metal

In love, you inspire and respect your partner.

For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.

You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.

Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.

Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.

You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.

You connect best with: Earth

Avoid: Fire

You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

What Element Is Your Love?

discretion,

2008-11-05T21:32:00.002+08:00

From now onwards.

I will practise discretion.

For the bible says so :D

/Ok (:

APPPPPLLLLLLEEEEEEEE :):):):):):):):):)

2008-11-05T20:52:00.002+08:00

WAHAHAHAHAHA.

BEN WAN HAVE OFFICIALLY GONE THE "APPLE-NUTTY" MODE.

HE IS ENTERING A STATE WHEREBY APPLE IS THE CENTRE OF HIS LIFE

HE WILL LOVE APPLE FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE

XDXDXDXDXD

HAVE A "APPLE-HAPPY" NIGHT AND DAY AHEAD OF YOU :DDD

macbook (:

2008-11-05T19:37:00.002+08:00

I've finally been enlightened and I know the beauty of a refined macbook (: I just must have it! Okay, enough of the "prophecy" that I am pursuing currently T.T It'll only be possible next year. Sigh...

Today was a totally boring day. Went to purchase Year 2 textbooks. Flipped through them. Nothing much.

Played violin when I came home. Sigh, tomorrow I need to attend violin lesson. My violin teacher shifted her schedule forward.

And I'm tired of typing. I shall slack for now.

Bye (:

-,-twert

2008-11-04T22:00:00.001+08:00

i feel ruined today. didn't expected it to turn out that horrible. i am never going out again on a slacking day.

busted.

2008-11-03T20:24:00.002+08:00

Another boring day perhaps.

Had SE today, it's becoming a routine. At least today wasn't as boring as previous sessions. Miss Ku focused on Violin 1 and 2 from 1430-1630 and then it was home :) We practiced some weird piece that had about 5 movements? And we spent most of our time on the first and second movements. The piece was difficult to handle with. High running notes sigh it's the horror. But anyways, time seemed to speed today and in a glimpse of an eye, it was 1630 alright. And Charlotte brought her macbook(: today and I went with Jiemin to view it XD. haha, but it was a short one and we left soon. Didn't get to talk to Wanyu 'cause Jiemin was about to leave ): And this shall be the ending of my post for today. Short and sweet. Bye.

hiatus.

2008-11-02T21:12:00.004+08:00

I can't bring myself to play my violin. My fingers are stiff and can't move at all. T.T Sigh, and the reason I'm touching my violin is for the sake of the computer T.T What a disgrace I am. And my grade 8 is just next year. I don't feel the rush nor motivation. And like it's the holidays and I'm not excited in the least. I tried reading "the merchant of venice" today but nothing went in. Not to mention the rest of my collection. Absolutely out of the question. And I'm wondering how it'd be like moving back to tanjong rhu. Would it be better? haha I wouldn't know. But perhaps the classrooms will be cleaner and larger that's for sure.

So back to today, another day of worship at church. Today's speaker was Uncle Chang Loong. The message was okay, much better than the ones delivered by more senior pastors. And great news! Shaun responded to my message and brought his macbook today XD haha. And I was using it during break time and during his lesson I was bugging him to switch it on. lol. I was so busy turning on the itunes and blasting music. And also table tennis was of course. We played from 2 plus all the way to 6 XD It was fun and cool and stuff. I certainly enjoyed myself.

OH MY HOLY MAMMA. MY GRAMMAR IS DRASTICALLY ON THE VERGE OF COLLAPSE. AND MY VOCABULARY. PERHAPS I'M TURNING INTO SOME NUTTY FELLOW. MY ENGLISH HAS TOO UPHOLD ITS EVER GOOD REPUTATION! HAHAHAHA.

sigh. im back into emo mood. my life is in ruins. im soooo dead. wish me a lucky trip:)

2008-11-01T22:15:00.003+08:00

I haven't been posting for a long time. I shall do it NOW.

First, my gpa. A pathetic 3.2. Just 0.3 more points to a MACBOOK. sigh, i dunno whether to scream and go bang my head and like tear down my entire room, or to be contented as I'm the second highest. (KM got 3.47. WTH it's like all As and 1B.) Hm, and my parents are not in the least compassionate. I PLEADED with them, and like conjuring beautiful vocabulary to make it sound so wonderful. But they gave me a harsh, cold NO oh wells. Life's like this. Next year, I shall work hard. and get As for assignment and my french must get at least a B. I don't care if I become a nerd. Before I get my hands on the macbook, I'm never backing off XD

Second, outing on thurday, the day after school ended!!! YAY. Went to watch "the coffin" with Ao kun, Xuewen, Yue Ying, Xinyi, Priscilla, Bryan, Janelle, Wanyu and myself of course. Did I list all the people? haha im a muddle-head O_O ok, and I sat beside Bryan during the movie and we were munching on popcorn and sipping sprite :):):) haha yueying was beside me and me and bryan sort of laughed when the ghostly faces appeared. Dunno why but we just kept laughing XD We also annotated the entire movie, like guessing what appears. And the most frustrating thing is, the faces appear when it's not suppose to appear, while it doesn't appear when it should appear. Pfft, haha both of us got shocked by some part like shit. :) After the movie, we went to play in the arcade. It was super fun. Especially that drum thingy. Too bad there wasn't the guitar hero T.T But there was house of the dead 4 and me and wanyu took turns to play XD Niceee! haha, ok then after much playing and playing and playing. we went to skypark. Oh before that, we went to see macbooks :):):):):):):):):) wowowowowowowo it was super duper uper buber nice! There was iMac, macbook pro and macbook and lots of other accessories. We were touching it and I noticed the shop assistant looked kinda irritated XD haha. Then we headed to starbucks for a drink. I realised starbucks wasn't my forte. Perhaps something else :) Ok, back to skypark. Me, wanyu, priscilla and bryan and xuewen hanged around there for about 45 minutes? I dunno but it was quite long. Xuewen and Bryan went into the water and started splashing water. and I TOOK XUEWEN'S SHOES. HAHAHAHA as usual she became pissed and started chasing round skypark. Phew, it was damn tiring. In the end, I returned the shoes. she wasn't angry for long XD thank god (: Ok, we took some pictures, and we looked like some idiots from other country:

Bryan: Bangladese, India
Xuewen: China, Japan
Me: Singapore, America O.O
Wanyu: Malaysia, America XD
Priscilla: Myanmar? America, Japan

haha, ok then wanyu realised she was super late already and her mum was screaming at her through the phone. We then left quickly and headed for the mrt. X, B and P left at outram while me and wanyu went forward. We were separated by this huge black swarm of uhm. And we were busy doing sign language :) And so at Little India, the thing slowly, gradually dispersed and we talked again. Wanyu claimed she was going to die for going out so long and she perhaps wouldn't be able to go out again. To wanyu: Don't worry! If your mum doesn't allow you to go out, we'll go to your house! XD Or perhaps I could sneaked into your room :) hahahahaha! Ok, I got off at Serangoon and walked all the way back home. Was TIRED. like hell And so I slept very early XD.

Whew done. Ok, now I'm going to eat pears and read "the pact", "Merchant of Venice", "Moby Dick" tomorrow. LA is of essence (: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Wish me luck in 3.6 for next year!

I WANT A FREAKING MACBOOK.

WISH ME LUCK

MOOD: CURRENTLY HAPPY. BUT I GUESS EMO WILL TAKE OVER SHORTLY AGAIN AGAIN ):

BYE.

2008-11-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

GOD MY POSTS ARE RUINED T.T

emo-er

2008-10-31T23:21:00.004+08:00

hi. i have started afreshed. changed my url. and hoped that the day will be a better one. wish me luck. and please please. dont spam my cbox. and respect. and correct me if i said anything vulgar. sorry. cheerios. relink me. im no longer a crapper. im the emo-er.

the world will never abstain from evil. i have come to deliver it. receive and accept it. if not, prepare to face the endless torture. i wish you mercy. and the battle begins.

the emo-er will never be cheerful. the emo-er only kills...

Gratitudes

2008-10-28T21:09:00.002+08:00

This post is dedicated to Erasma:

1. Alyssa: You're cheerful, happy and sociable. It's fun working with you for IDMI (:

2. Leng Yuk: Nice seating with you on the bus every morning, and you never fail to fill me with endless information XD

3. Felicia: It was nice having to talk to you and be your friends. Maintain your cheerfulness!

4. Xuewen: Cool, stylish and outgoing. Talking to you makes me feel lively. Jys for SYF next year!

5. Ziran: Though I never talk to you frequently in class, your intelligence never fails to enlighten me!

6. Mabel: Though you may be shy sometimes, you blend well and appear cheerful (:

7. Janelle: Yo! haha. Your vocabulary is powerful! Keep it refilled from time to time!

8. Samantha: Cool and definitely outgoing. Keep up the liveliness in you and never let it die out!

9. Wanyu: Hi! haha. One of my nicest friends (: Thanks for your care!

10. Waikhei: Cheerful, though sometimes I look like a gangster to you o.o LOL.

11. Yiksheng: Never really spoken to you before, but then you're polite and kind! So jyjy!

12. Sibin: Yo! Just like Ziran, you're smart and polite! You should become a SC!!!

13. Priscilla: Hi! I see you emo in class alot, but cheer up! You have lots of friends that care for you! Smile (:

14. Xinyi: haha hi xinyi! You're one of the most outgoing girl I've ever known. And you did well for inter-class! Sorry for peeling your surgical tape! Sorry XD

I'll stop here for now. Will continue tomorrow (:

2008-10-28T21:02:00.003+08:00

I will make this short and sweet.

Sorry to those who were insulted to my posts. I assure you, this will never happen again. The following blog will only be filled with posts ONLY when there are happy things to be blogged about. I dunno who those anonymous people are. And since you don't want to come and reveal your identity, I guess I can only give you an apology through here. Ok, enough said, this post will be the final post to end the emotiness and bad stuff. I shall look forward to a bright new day.

The skin has been shed and the light revealed.

Once again, benjamin signing off.

2008-10-26T22:26:00.003+08:00

IT'S HARD TO BE SOCIABLE. PEOPLE JUST REJECTS ME FOR WHO I AM. I AM NOTHING BUT THE DUST OR WIND. I AM SOMEBODY OF NOBODY

stupid.

2008-10-26T22:21:00.003+08:00

YEAP 24 OCTOBER IS THE DAY I'LL NEVER FORGET.

And perhaps for you, wanyu, might be a miserable day. But guess what? It's hard to maintain this kind of relationship. My mum checks my phone. And gives me tons of pressure. And I'm trying my very best not to crank up before I go nuts and start to morph into something that isn't human. And to who was tagging on wanyu's blog, I dun agree with what you said. I know you're famous and well-liked in school, but I must say you're quite a nuisance and gossiper to dig your nose into so much stuffs and start to comment on people. It's okay to ignore me and go with your other friends, but I hope you'll wake up sooner or later.

I realised I'm very commentative on people. Perhaps I might consider being a journalist someday.

dazed

2008-10-26T22:07:00.002+08:00

Back again to report the "wonderful" life of Benjamin.

And now even the eggs have melamine. How wonderful. Vegetables, eggs, milk, all of them have melamine. We might as well enter a period of early starvation and die faster! What a splendid idea.

And thank God for today. At least I'm able to go catch a movie with my church friends. Like what my church teacher Shawn said, I really think they are the only group that doesn't despise me or harm me at all. Or that's what I think. We went to watch HSM 3, and I assure you, it's worth the money. The first thought that came into my mind when it was mentioned that we're going to watch HSM 3, was that the show was boring and meant for primary school kids. Neither did I expect that the show turned out to be superb, and totally nice. Zac Efron was cool, and I didn't know that Vanessa Hudgens was the main female character till they screen the tributes at the end. The movie is super duper cool, and obviously I recommend people who have really nothing to do to go view it.

When I was watching the movie, I thought about many things. I was thinking of my way of life, and their way of life. It's completely two different thing. You don't see American parents being so open towards relationships between children, and you certainly don't see their children driving cars round and you OBVIOUSLY won't see the people there worrying and cramming for their tests. Sigh, their life is much more meaningful and healthy, as I might phrase it.

Later, we went to an apple shop where I was able to have a MAGNIFICENT view of ALL THE APPLE PRODUCTS. IPOD TOUCH, NANO G4, CLASSIC, MACBOOK, MACBOOK PRO, IMAC!!!!!! Wow, they're super cool. They were on display so I was able to touch them and try it out. It's really amazing that how apple can inspire people. Wow wow wow wow wow. I'm bewildered.

Ok, nothing much to say either. It's the same routine, practise violin, argue, emo, type, listen, play that's all. I'm tired all right. And the arcade was funn. Looking forward to watching twilight with them again on 12 DEC :)

The same feeling overwhelmes me over and over again, will the world ever flip and change?

one sentence

2008-10-25T22:22:00.002+08:00

Today I'm going to express myself in just one way.

I lead a stupid life, and I have two parents that are not understanding at all, not even in the least. I think they just find me a thorn in their flesh, and I shouldn't belong to the family. My computer is under their control even though it's the end of the exams. Probably they're trying to help me, but I just don't get it: Why can't they let me just this once to play all the games that I've ever wanted. I'm not asking for something expensive, I just want to play for that meager 2 hours that you have given me. And so, I'm already contented. You have grounded me to the point that I find suicidal better off. I just ponder when judgement day will ever come. I'll go back to meet my father and I'll truly be happy then.

Ok, enough said. Back to the sheets.

Glen just pisses me off with his red underwear and something just keeps on tickling me.

Queer

2008-10-25T20:17:00.002+08:00

Somehow I feel that I'm misunderstood inside out. But I don't give a damn. And for my other speeches, I'll try to be more polite and not mess with vulgarities. [Response to wanyu and passer-by].

Ok, lots of things had happened during the past two days. On friday, after I got out of the computer lab and went back to class, something really bad happened. There was an ANT ATTACK. HAHAHAHA. Repeat: An ant. Sounds queer, ain't it? Lol, ok so there was an outbreak of massive piles of ants crawling all over the bin, and for sure the sight was horrible. Xuewen and I were freaking out cause somehow both of us has a phobia for a huge amount of ugly stuffs. And by natural reaction, I took out my quarter-filled bottle and started spraying at that irritating sight. Then the most stupid happened: my bottle ran out of water. T.T Just as I watched those yucky, festy insects crawl into the creeks of the wall, Ivory zoomed in with her water bottle and joined in the massive tsunami attack! GOOOOSH, the water just flooded that entire area, causing a huge wave of panic. Not to worry, the ants on the wall were exterminated quickly. Someone then proceeded to take a look at the bin, and as he/she shifted the bin to one side, TO OUR GREAT HORRER WE FOUND THIS HUGE NEST OF ANTS AND MAGGOTS CRAWLING ALLLLLLL ABOUTTTT. Then me and xuewen almost fainted. We ran around like some lunatic and flail our hands high up in the air. GOSH IT WAS DISGUSTING. I took the broom and started to crush the nest, laughing like a wild beast :) and soon I found this sticky thing stuck to the wall. YUCKS. We realised that the floor was wet to the wettest, and we found some yellow napkins to wipe them. The drawer in which the napkins were placed were full of "treasures", some of them covered with the glorious fungi :):) Ew, and I touched them. yuckyuckyuckyuck dirty. After covering the floor with the napkins, I took the broom and started to sweep water out of the class. And before I could stop myself, I swept the water containing ants and stuff towards Ivory, and she freaked out! Her shoes were full of dead ants :( and like totally wet. *SORRY IVORY T.T* lol ok then we continues sweeping and trying to clean up the entire mess. And we're done for that now.

Following that, xuewen's mango shake spilled on the floor and she tried to sweep it into the drain using the cup itself. Then we decided to cover it with the yellow napkins and it became a yellow carperted floor XD HAHA it looks kinda gross as well.

And wth, bryan, poh shin and peter went to hide my instruments as well as xuewen's. grrr, they claimed it was outside the class, when it was inside the class. LOL. Wasted so much time trying to find them.

Ok, then it was time for CCA T.T Boring, senseless, crapper with Joey and made it through those hours -DIE-

Met up with arthur and saw his guzheng ensemble playing. Zeng Jin was damn pro and played like some high-grade student while arthur was miserably trying to play a few notesXD haha. Waited for him to finish putting his instrument then went to the band area to wait for the band gang :)

Took the mrt home with them, didn't went to Tiong Bahru cause my mum wanted me to go for Bible Study (-.-) when the actual reason was for me to baby-sit those children. I faked them (the children, not my mum) that the room we were in was haunted, and they immediately freaked out. haha, weirdos!

Finally, celebrated my youngest brother's birthday. Ate there and crapped. Went home. Brushed teeth and sleep like a pig XD

Ok, end of story, whew. Now for saturday :):)

Woke up, found my parents missing. My thoughts started running wildly. I thouht they were going to abandon us. Watched mtv where they were featuring VMAS 2008. Saw the performances made by pussycat dolls and christina. Nice. Then went to brush teeth, and my parents came back. They bought me rice for breakfast. Fattening. Ate, slacked, watched TV like mad and soon I was eating soya curd. It was cooooool and damn shuang:) Went for violin lesson, was super quiet, and I was almost forced to do a solo performance for the class! Thank goodness I objected violently, if not I fear for that scenario for cup-stacking...

Went back home, saw these two girls kissing in public. LESBIANS. Yucks and one of the girl was wearing "zhonghua" uniform and she was pushing the other girl towards her. yuckyuckyuckyuck. Can't believe it.

I was bored at home, continued watching TV and managed to go for dinner. Came back home again, and slack till now. I just simply love to BLOG :)

DONE! whew what a long long post. My hands are aching.

AND YEA THAT ALUMINIUM 15-INCH MACBOOK JUST SIMPLY ROCKS TO THE CORE AND I SO WANNA BUY IT AT A LOW PRICE :):):):):)

GIMME THAT MACBOOK AND DON'T ALLOW IGNORANT PEOPLE TO COME AND SNATCH IT.

...

2008-10-24T12:02:00.004+08:00

Hi. I'm currently in the computer lab, wandering aimlessly. And even though I'm "wandering", many thoughts have run by my mind and some are still etched deeply into it.

Firstly, it was the second post-exam activity today. Cup-stacking. And I was thinking perhaps this might be boring. But it turned out fun. I was chosen by people to represent 1E, but obviously some ill-breds jeered and gave that smirk look on their discriminated face. The person was GLEN. Got that? Yes you should if not you're as idiotic as him. He's a fucking jerk, discriminating people of any age. I believe he might as well enroll in a fucking bad school where his gang might be there.

And during the competition, I did badly. Expected. Out of my entire lifetime, I guess 8/10 times I would be beaten badly or perhaps embarrassed by myself. I did the stacking wrongly and the entire year 1 section was viewing it. DAMN. I should have objected violently. And after I was done, I walked back, my face was RED okay, and I was apologising all the way. Some people, you know who you are, gave that bitchy face with that idiotic look. So what? You think this is going to make me scared of you? Get a grip on yourself. You're a bitch and loser yourself. Might as well cry to release your ever stupid feelings.

Ok, after the entire activity was done, I went to the SC board to check the results of the interviews. Hopeless. I scrolled down to the class area 1E, and there were 3 participants. Xinyi, Aokun and Peter. I couldn't believe it. AOKUN? Sigh I surrender to fate, GOD does know how to make misery out of someone.

And that's the end of today's school day. Quite sucky, considering the fact that I am in ERASMA, the class where a few people just pisses me off. FUCK OFF. Losers, go back to where you all were. And stop being so cocky. Humble would be your remedy. Go seek it. And you, that ugly, snobby person, you must have too much water in your body. Go drain yourself.

Good, the steam is gone. And I must continue with my photoshop project. *fingers crossed* I have to prove to myself that I'm capable of doing it!

Why is the world filled with ignorant, bitchy people? GOD please guide and enlighten me!

...

2008-10-23T20:52:00.002+08:00

I'm frustrated by so many times that I probably lost count of it. I guess it could be because I'm getting used to the idea of being a loner, with no friends to hang out. It was the first post-exam activity today. Art exhibition. Boring. Except for some of the paintings that attracted me which urge me to probe further into the drawing. Somehow it exposes me of my true self and I seem to "clique" with it immediately. The sugar cube was most interesting, with the exception of that horrible smell attached to it and of course the numerous insects lingering. Also, I believe that art can be expressed into so many forms regardless of whether the art can be hurtful or homosexual. It is to express an emotion. Sigh, I could regard today's activity as somewhat enlightening. I took a couple of pictures but somehow the computer just wouldn't allow me to send it over. I guess I have to wait.

After the exhibition, we were released at 2 at cityhall mrt station. Nothing much to yearn for, just boredom. Walked with Erasma till the mrt station then I decided to lunch at raffles city. Went with bryan and spent the entire afternoon. Went to starbucks as well but there were so many macbooks lying around. I sat at this round table where there was a good overview of two people whom one was using a macbook and the other playing audition. Interesting. The beverage I had was okay, but the chocolate tasted funny. Perhaps I'm not used to such expensive stuff? I need to get use to them soon.

Then went home and was quite bored. I ate with bryan donuts. Bought sweets for family and was really bored when I was alone. Tried playing the violin, but nothing came out. My second piece is in ruins. I need to practise.

And lastly before finishing, I wish that the person that kept giving me the idea that she is angry/irritated by me will one day clarify and perhaps resolve the problem once and for all. I need to stay connected for the next year so hence this is essential. Thank you. And I guess many of my previous friends aren't really close to me now, they sort of push me away, and it's really very hard trying my best to join that "gang" and not getting rejected most of the time.

Vying for that dream of a magnificent macbook and seeking God's understanding on some irritating boys in my class...

RESULTS D:

2008-10-22T20:26:00.002+08:00

Ok, my results are finally OUT. And of course, it's not PLEASANT. And SC interview was today. Sigh, I think I might have flunk it. I'm so totally nervous and I tried giving a convincing reply but to no avail T.T Xinyi was in my group and she did SUPER WELL Her self-introduction was superb. Oh yar, and freak my timing for SC was supposingly tomorrow. But it clashes with the stupid POST-EXAM ACTIVITIES. It ends at 2 and we're being released at City Hall MRT station. wtf. And I guess I'm going to walk home alone. I'm really depressed. Perhaps I was never meant to be born into the world. Guess what? My mum found out the card wy gave me. And she started to nag and nag and nag and I was totally horribly irritated to maximum level I have ever gotten. And my father refuses to install HOUSE OF THE DEAD III. Even though it is meant for people 16 and above, I played it like 4 times and ACED it. Sigh, told you I was born in a tragic world.

Ok, here goes my stupid results:
Language Arts: B. Freaking shitty I could have gotten a A. Missed by 2 marks.
Math: B. It's a miracle
Geography: B. Duh. I love history
History: B. AND FREAK IT IF I HAD DONE THT 4 MARKS QUESTION PROPERLY I COULD HAVE GOTTEN A FREAKING A.
Science: A. :) that's a nice one. Bio was easy!
Malay: A1. DUH DO U HAVE ANY IDEA HOW EASY THE PAPER WAS?
Higher Chinese:C. 0.25 mark to B. WTF.

DONE. See how badly I had done? I hope for the average grade for gpa I would get a couple of more As and my chinese becomes B. I need to work hard next year!

Ok, job done. Emo time. and my family just makes me sad. Sigh, wish for GOD to call me home sooner or later. 3.5 for a MACBOOK :)

P.S. My CCA got me 8 points. Will it ever pull my gpa up? I'll never know.

GIVE ME A REASON TO LIVE...

HAHAHAHA

2008-10-21T21:34:00.002+08:00

YEA I READ YOUR POST OKAY.
AND I JUST WANNA SAY:
"THANK YOU".
AND YOUR SARCASM REALLY WORKS.
HAHAHAHAHA

LOL OKAY THANKS FOR ALL YOUR WORK THAT YOU HELPED ME IN.

AND FOR THE HOUSE OF THE DEAD III THAT YOU'RE BRINGING TMR, IT'S OKAY IF YOU DON'T WANNA PLAY IT WITH ME.

AND I WILL DEFINITELY REPAY YOU. DON'T GET EMO :):):):)

HYPER :)

2008-10-18T21:49:00.001+08:00

Hi Guys! Did a little bit of quizzing at blogthings.com. Was cool, given the different assortments of quizzes XD. Sigh, tmr is Sunday and as usual a game of table tennis would be expected. [I guess :)] Ok, and on Monday, there is CCA!!! FREAKSHIT. Sigh, pieces of songs that need to be played T.T My fingertips are gonna get swollen in no time. And the WORKSHOP. It's gonna be a nightmare i tell you. I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED. Oh gawd, I'm already half-dead!!! Ok, lemme go talk to wy :) CIAO!

2008-10-18T21:35:00.002+08:00

You Are Arial Black

You are bold, over the top, and quite loud.

You'll stand up and stand up to get your point across.

Subtlety isn't really your thing. You sometimes come off as crass and abrasive.

You're not as passionate as people might think. You just enjoy overwhelming other people!

What Font Are You?

You Are Arial Black

What Font Are You?

Your Blogging Type is Unique and Avant-Garde

You're a bit ... unusual. And so is your blog.

You're impulsive, and you'll often post the first thing that pops in your head.

Completely uncensored, you blog tends to shock... even though that's not your intent.

You tend to change your blog often, experimenting with new designs and content.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

You Should Get a PhD in Liberal Arts (like political science, literature, or philosophy)

You're a great thinker and a true philosopher.

You'd make a talented professor or writer.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.

You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet.

And while many people may claim they would choose love too...

You're one of the few who would really do it.

Would You Choose Love or Money?

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"Tell them I said something."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

Your Celebrity Baby Name Is...

Tallulah Coco

What's Your Celebrity Baby Name?

What Benjamin Wan Means

B is for Babycakes

E is for Easy

N is for Nookie

J is for Jamaican Me Crazy

A is for Almond

M is for Muffin

I is for Ice Cream Sandwich

N is for Nookie

W is for Wuggle Bear

A is for All Mine

N is for Nugget

What's Your Pet Name?

Your DJ Name Is:

DJ Scratchin' Alien

What's Your DJ Name?

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy.

You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Your Power Level is: 63%

You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within.

Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals.

How Powerful Are You?

2008-10-18T21:24:00.001+08:00

Your Body's Element is Water

You are a joyful, relaxed, and luminous person.

You love people. You live for making new friends and helping others.

You are enthusiastic and the ideal person to work with.

You don't mind doing hard tasks, and you have a generous spirit.

Your energy tends to be: conserved

You power color is: black

What Element is Your Body?

Your Life is Better Than 80% of All People

You really have things pretty good - so stop a minute and appreciate how great your life is.

You likely have a cheery outlook, supportive friends, and plenty to keep you happily busy.

You are usually content - and with good reason. You have a lot to be happy about.

So when things don't go well, remember that you have it better than most people!

How Does Your Life Compare?

Your Life is 78% Off Track

If you're honest with yourself, you have to admit that you often feel like you're living the wrong life.

It's a pretty easy conclusion to come to - because it seems like not a lot is going right.

Consider finding a life coach or mentor. You need some encouragement in turning your life around.

Are You Living The Wrong Life?

2008-10-18T21:23:00.001+08:00

Your Funky Japanese Name Is

Tukunozuyamekino

What's Your Funky Japanese Name?

BORED.

2008-10-17T16:00:00.002+08:00

Once again I have changed my skin. And I need to rectify that this skin I have used is meant to keep me cheerful so please do not get the wrong idea -.- Okay. I was horribly bored today. Another day of slacking, playing of computer games. Sigh, and today was the perfect day that I'd to start practising my grade 8 pieces. My fingers are totally burnt (?), and my neck was aching. Sigh and I might as well go mad. My parents just called me an addict. Pfft, I'm super pissed with them. They sure know how to spoil my perfect holiday. Sigh, I'm really

BORED BORED BORED BORED

I just feel very useless, and I feel sort of drained. I might perhaps do a quiz later. Bye!

IRRITATED.

2008-10-16T16:58:00.003+08:00

MISS THIS MOVIE :)

Ok, the freaking big words that you seen in the previous post is MAKING ME GO NUTS. WHAT THE FCUK.

BORED.

2008-10-16T16:47:00.003+08:00

I'm officially experiencing the bored-est time in my LIFE.

Sigh, after EOYs ended, I realised that I can't have FULL BLOODY ACCESS TO ALL THE GAMES THAT I PLAY. Yes that's right, my freaking father gets all sorts of controls all over my computer, and my computer can't take it. It hangs randomly, and this gets on my NERVES all lot. I want to get my OWN FREAKING COMPUTER. But my parents said, "NO 3.5, NO MACBOOK." Wtf. This is so completely getting on my nerves...

Urgh, enough of the complains, I woke up this morning at 8.30. I totally forgot about the "not going to school" day and I kinda freaked out :) Then suddenly a brainwave came and I remembered it was a "After EOYs and I can skip school" day and I started laughing like a lunatic. HAHA><. I played DOTA, GTA3, and I was completely bored. I was suppose to play table tennis with church friends, but then nah it didn't work out. Sigh, watch MTV but its super boring. I almost slept, then woke up by this freaking drilling noise coming from above. *CURSES*

Then I blog-hopped, tagged a lot, and almost faint due to excess boredom. I miss the primary school days where you go back to school to play card games with your classmates. I remembered using the uno cards as poker cards and the poker cards as cash. We "gambled" using that. In the end the banker became broke XD

Then I argured with her 'cause somehow she was oversensitive according to her bestie. Sigh, whatever...

OK I SHALL GO PLAY SOMEMORE GAMES T.T I MISS THOSE DAYS...

QUIZZIE :):)

2008-10-16T14:15:00.002+08:00

GOT TAGGED BY WANYU :)

Birthday month-Colorful
Not applicable to me-Italics
Applicable to me-bold with colors

Tag 10 people from your friends list:

Gaby
Angel
Constance
Xinyi
Zijie
Kelsey
Weige
Jiayi
Yuhan
Faith

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous>>[maybe just a little bit] Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention(HAHA I love attention!). Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally(Ego ahaha). Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic. Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance->http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

November: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors.[you have GOT to be kidding me!!!] Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises [I love being praised??]. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

HILARIOUS

2008-10-15T23:09:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE I'M OFFICIALLY HYPER :)

Haha, today was my birthday, but inter-class was going on at the same time. I had hoped for the netball & basketball team to win, but you know, fate does has its own way XD. I took my old mp3 out to hear music today, and the volume was freaking LOW, so I turned it up real HIGH , until my ears were hurting like shit and I convinced myself I can hear at a low volume. As I wasn't participating in any of the inter-class and stuffs, so I went back earlier. Ordered macdonalds for lunch, I wasn't exactly full, but I needed to lose some weight before I become a massive gigantic FAT, OBNOXIOUS PIG. Ok, I'm going too far. Then I went to play DOTA, and I managed to complete about half of it. Then my mum came home and bought me this disgusting curry puff. I ate it bcos mentioned earlier I was terribly hungry. Gah! Ok, then I watched a little bit of tv, saw "boiling points" on mtv, LMAO. Then we ordered macdonalds AGAIN FOR DINNER AND ALSO A OREO CHEESE CAKE. Surprisingly I ate quite a portion and I started to play audition. Excess food+Playing= FATS FATS FATS!!! This equation is totally true. Ok, I'm being chased by my naggy father, HE COMPLETELY FREAKS ME OUT WITH HIS NAGGINESS. OHOHOH, SHIMIN AND WANYU AND FAITH MADE COOKIES FOR ME:) AW, HOW NICE! THANKS!:):):) Ok, that's all for today and...

THANK YOU ALL WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BDAE AND GAVE ME BDAE PRESENTS!!! YAY!!! :):):)

EXCITED :):):)

2008-10-13T21:32:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA! It's finally down to the last freaking paper of the YEAR!!! Whoots!!! Everything's gonna change after that math paper, I'm so gonna slack and play and get myself drunk with fun until I die! WAHAHAHAHA! Right after 10.45, it's "playback" time. Geddit? XD LOL, ok, I must make some mental preparation about tmr's test. Sigh, I'm real scared that it'll turn out worse and ruin my entire mood for my hols. Oh wells, getting back french results tmr. Hope it's GOOOOOODDDD :):):) HAHAHAHA! Ok, gotta go slack, ciao!

SAD :(

2008-10-11T15:57:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps. I just got back from my violin lesson and I seriously think I needa "mug" for grade 8. Sigh, I can't play my dominant sevenths and diminished sevenths properly, I guess it's shit for me. Haha :)

Anyways, I realised that I HATE my freaking brothers. Sigh, how i wished I had a older brother or sister instead of two irritating, suckie brothers. They're obsessed with their military and stuffs, and they are complete retards. GAH! When I see those people with older siblings, I sort of admire them? I dunno. But it seems that when you have an older sibling, your results are POSITIVE. Cos they help you in a way? Yea, that's my intuition I guess. Sigh, I guess it's fate after all. I've to live with it! T.T

Ok, I gotta go mug. Wish me luck for math and science. Last two papers before my birthday!!! YAY! :):):) *Fingers*

CRANKY :)

2008-10-10T19:18:00.002+08:00

My ever first photoshop product!!! :):):)

Heyys guys! Blogging right after dinner :) Had this weird black pepper chicken rice I guess. And guess what? I drank wine:) Heh heh! It's called, "Bombay Sapphire" XD. It tastes kinda weird, a little bit spicy. Hm, but its nice! Too bad it was not enough to make me giddy. LOL.

Today had freaking chinese paper II. And it was totally HORRIBLE. I couldn't come up with sufficient evidences and stuffs. So I guess I'll fail it. Oh wells, I needa pray for my Science and Math. CORE SUBJECTS!!! GAH!!! And after all this trauma, I'm gonna indulge in my own fantasy!!! HAHA BIRTHDAY!!!

I was watching the 十九岁的青春! And it was quite touching. The main guy reconcile with the main girl lead! YAY. HAHA.

Ok, I shall go now. Have bible study ltr! Ciao!

HAPPPY :)

2008-10-09T21:53:00.002+08:00

HAHA. I just created another quiz, and I hope people will do it :) lol. I'm sitting in my living room now watching the 9 o'clock show. It freaks me out when they show murder cases and during breaks the images looks HORRIFIC. Lol, and sadly, the protagonist's father died. Sigh, sadsadsad... but so, she has to go on living with her life right? LOL. Ok, I'm getting seriously bored and YAY 15 OCT IS MY CRACK STONE DAY!!! I'm gonna fAINT. fAINT. fAINT. lol. Ok, do wish me happy bdae and have a gd wkend ahead!!!!! :):):)

WARDROBE :)

2008-10-09T20:15:00.003+08:00

Person doing the quiz:Lee Wan Yu
Time that you started doing the quiz:8.20
*Your school uniform does NOT count!

1.Count your pants.How many do you have?----->10. 5 bermudas, 5 jeans :)
2.Count your skirts and dresses.How many do you have?----->NONE. I'm a guy...
3.Count your underwear [this is purely random].How many fo you have?----->COME AND SEE
4.How many of your clothes in your closet are broken/too small/torn/faded/just really old?----->2. Including tht one tht has a BIG HOLE.
5.What colour dominates your closet[the main colour of your clothes]?----->Dark green, black and white. EMO :(
6.Do you like that colour in Q5?----->DUH, it describes me, kinda!
7.What colour would you like to dominate your closet?----->Black and dark blue :)))
8.What have you done in your closet?----->ERM HIDE???
9.What would you like to do in your closet?----->EMO AND DIE! HAHA
10.Is your closet going to explode?----->Yea, The pole supporting is cringing. O_O
11.How many jackets do you have?----->One jacket. And a windbreaker
12.Do you want more jackets?----->Nah, I love my cosy jacket :):):):)

TIME TO TAG!!!
1. Xuewen
2. Gaby
3. Deying
4. Bryan
5. Wai khei

Hahas enjoy!

2008-10-06T21:55:00.002+08:00

SEE DA HEART?

MORE SMILES :):):)

I drew these two smiles on my hand. BUAHAHA :)

DOOMSDAY

2008-10-06T19:07:00.002+08:00

Hi, just blogging to let off the steam in me. Gah, today was chinese paper 1. Had to write si han and chinese comp. I hope that my si han format was correct, if not I'd be tearing myself apart if I lose marks on format. AND FOR CHI COMPO, it was all SHIT. I chose about a topic sth abt arrogance? I dunno. In chinese it's man3 bu4 jiang3 li2. HAHA. My chinese sucks alright. Gosh, I'm so gonna fail it, and my church frens had to have her exams finished TODAY. OMFG. Tmr is GEOG. And I still haven't remember some of the IMPORTANT INFO that I should be memorising. Oh wells, let nature take its course XD

Ok, I talked with WY like for damn long and we tried to conference call but it was somewhat impossible. Possibly our phones were EXPIRED. HAHA. Sigh. slacked the whole afternoon and /I start thinking abt ppl who hates me.

This is my response to them:

1. ******* *** ********
Sorry if I irritate you or somehow, but I wouldn't bother you anymore :)

2. ***** *** ********
I know I've been a pest, especially that day. Sorry for ruining ur 3 months, but then desole...

3. ** ** ****
You like mine, I know. Sigh, perhaps it's just fate? I dunno.

Yesh, I emo-ed for awhile. I guess those people will never ever forgive me. Next year I'll be in the same class as them. I hope all will settle soon...

Ok, the steam has been let out. I have to returned to my solemn study table to revise for geog while my frens happily enjoy the hols. BWAH. I'm fainting sooner or later...

FRUSTRATED

2008-10-04T21:56:00.002+08:00

Hey guys. Was blog-hopping just now. And sigh, I realise everytime I change my blog skin, there's bound to be somemore who has a much better skin than my blog. And then I emo, and I start thinking of all the tragic incidents and so much stuff that I can get myself into a state of depression. I want to VOICE IT OUT, but I just can't! T.T Sigh, and I end off sleeping and forgetting everything...

Oh wells, I've decided to fall in love with language: Malay. English. French. With the exception of Chinese. You got it. The most horrible subject ever in the entire WORLD. Can you believe it? A composition is upon 70 horrid marks. And I barely pass with a pathethic mark of 55? Whew, and talking of the coming exams, My geog is gonna so FAIL ME. I'm currently revising with WY, but nothing gets in! DRONE... I'm gonna fail and it's so not fair tht Most of the Schools are going to be finished with their exams... eeeeeyeeeer. Then they can PLAY HARD TILL THEY DIE!
O_O

And mush just bought her O' Magnifique W890 phone. ENVY ENVY ENVY. 8 GB internal memory!!!!! That's ultrasonic cool. Sigh, wait till my iphone comes, I'm gonna swirl it round her cap and she'll faint! XD HAH!

2008-10-04T21:34:00.002+08:00

THE QUIZ-THAT-IS-MEANT-PURELY-FOR-FUN AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Yesh I have created another quiz!!!THE MOST SHOCKING QUIZ IN THE WHOLE WORLD.PREPARED TO DROP YOUR MOUTHS OPEN:)
*Created By LWY

PURELY...lets see how pure and angelic we are:) :
-Are you horny?=======Sometimes XD
-Have any sick images EVER popped up in your mind?YES hugging is considered sick HAHA=======Well, yar. HAHA
-Most revealing stuff you have ever worn=======That swimming trunk. OMG IT WAS HORRENDOUS.
-Sickest costume EVER=======A plain t-shirt with a hole at the back... It got ripped off when i rushed thro the door and the shirt sorta got stuck in the handle... :)

FOR...personal personal:
-Girl you care for in the whole wide world=======Uh duh! WY:))
-Guy you care for in the whole wide world=======I dunno. HAHA.
-Person you have talked to on the phone the most=======WANYU
-1st person you took neoprints with=======Never take neoprints bfore. It's not a GUY'S thing.
-The person who has taken up the most space in your handphone's inbox=======WANYU
-Person you HATE in the whole wide world=======LOTS. And I shall exercise discretion:)):):)

FUN...HMHMHM...:
-Presents you want for your birthday=======OMFG A MACBOOK AND IPHONE. GIMME THAT AND I'LL AGREE TO ANYTHING YOU SAY! [don't get ridiculous]
-Stuff you last chewed[food...paper...nails...]=======KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN. YUMS XD

2008-10-04T15:43:00.003+08:00

xxx~~~*LAMEST QUIZ EVER!!!!!!!!---The Top 10s*~~~xxx

Created by:LEE WAN YU

Date:24/9/2008

Copyrighted?OH YEAH.You don't claim that you made that quiz oKAYYY

RULES: Heh heh simply answer the questions![Since I created this quiz,I'm gonna DEMO for you all.]

TOP 10 Favourite Songs Right Now:

1.Womanizer-Britney Spears

2.Gimme More-Britney Spears

3.Break The Ice-Britney Spears

4.A Thousand Miles-Vanessa Carlton

5.Damaged-Danity Kane

6.I'm Yours-Jason Mraz

7.Crazy For This Girl-Evan and Jaron

8.Home-Chris Daughtry

9.Fergalicious-Fergie

10.4 Mintues-Madonna ft Justin Timberlake

TOP 10 Closest Friends in your current school [Gals]:

1.Wanyu :)

2.Felicia

3.Xuewen

4.Samantha

5.Xinyi
6-10. All the rest? XD

TOP 10 Closest Friends in your current school [Guys]

1.Arthur

2.Peter

3.Bryan

4.Zijie

5.Daryl

6.The

8. Rest

9. Of

10.You :)

TOP 10 People you miss from your Primary School [If you ARE in Primary School,put your old classmates]:

1.My chubby partner: Cherry XD

2.Kai Xiong & Kai Xiang

3.Cheryl the EMOKIA

4.Weihing

5.Aloy

6.Isaac though ********* gets him

7.Chng Jin. SMARTTTT

8.Rest

9.Of

10.6/1!!!

TOP 10 Hobbies:

1.Surfing da net :)

2.Playing Computer

3.Playing NDS

4.Playing PSP

5.Using my phone XD [to sms]

6.Singing my fav. songs! WHOOOO

7.Annotating POEMS.

8.Watching TV programmes

9.Hanging out with frens!

10.Slap Feli on da BACK! BUAHAHA

TOP 10 Persons/Objects/Animals/Things you have pretended to be:

1.A GEOG teacher. HAHA.

2.A news reporter:)

3.A character in Digimon...

4.Britney Spears O_O

5.A hairdresser. I LOVE to play with the correction tape!

6.A chef. XD

7.A nerd. Baggy clothes and huge, retro specs!

8.A backpacker!

9.A maid fighting against my ever-untidy desk :)))

10.A weird, hyper person!

TOP 10 Career choices:

1.AN APPLE EMPLOYEE!!!

2.A designer for electronic devices!

3.A violinist

4.A lawyer

5.A banker

6.Some *talented* song writer!!!

7.A Music Video Director

8.A scientist experimenting in inventing *TIME MACHINE*

9.A couch potato!!!!!!

10.A sales manager:)

TOP 10 Things you want NOW:

1.World Peace XD

2.To be a GREAT APPLE MANAGER!!!

3.To get a MACBOOK/TABLET.

4.To go out with friends on the last day of exams

5.A crumpler. Western Lawn brown edition :):):)

6.For my birthday to come quickly

7.To graduate violin grade 8

8.To parachute in the sky :)

9.To become more sociable and smart heh heh. Switch brain!

10.To not feel guilty over and over again!

Ok, done! LALALA i shall try to create a quiz someday! :):):):):):):)

VIDEO FUNNY XD

2008-10-03T23:45:00.001+08:00

Third post XD Enjoy!

QUIZ!

2008-10-03T23:31:00.002+08:00

HAHA RIPPING A QUIZ FROM GONG!

BIOLOGY
Q.Are you right-handed or left-handed?
--leftie.
Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
--Teeth. I remembered that tragic event...
Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
--MY crumpler filled with stuffs under my DESK!
Q. Have you ever been knocked out?
--no:)

BULLSHITOLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
--Perhaps, then I could try changing moi fate:)
Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
-- Benedict. Benjamin sounds so benjamin O_O
Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
-- WHITE? BLACK? BOTH?
Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
--Paper. I remembered those p4 days... heh heh

DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
-- perhaps XD
Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
-- NOPE. unless amount changes to $200,000.10 :)
Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
--no. MAke tht $500,000 and I'll consider
Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
-- depending on the person who gives me da MONEY
Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
--NO. GOD

DUMBOLOGY
Q. What is in your left pocket?
-- AIR
Q. Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
--Wassit the one where Napoleon blew himself up? [dumb]
Q. Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
-- Neither. [marble]
Q. Do you sit or stand in the shower?
-- stand.
Q. How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
-- eh, 4, considering old flames?

LASTOLOGY
Q. Last person who texted you? Yunqi. surprisingly. abt wy.
Q. Last person who called you? -- wy. i didnt pick up O_O
Q. Person you hugged? -- A girl from my previous class.

FAVOURITOLOGY
Q. Number? -- 100
Q. Season? -- Winter :D
Q. Colour? --Biru, hitam, ungu, jinggu XD

CURRENTOLOGY
Q. Missing someone? --kinda?
Q. Mood? --HYPER
Q. Listening to? --I'm Yours- Jason Mraz
Q. Watching? -- /nut cracker [recommended by bryan]
Q. Worrying about? -- the freaking EOYs
Q. Wearing? -- Giordano shirt

RANDOMOLOGY
Q. First place you went this morning? --TOilet!
Q. What can you not wait to do? --?Use my god-forsaken comp!
Q. Do you smile often? -- perhaps?
Q. Are you a friendly person? --maybe XD

HAHA done. Now i shall tag five ppl:
1. Brianna. Get it, don't you? XD
2. Wanyu
3. Gaby
4. Zijie
5. Cherie

2008-10-03T23:15:00.002+08:00

HI GUYS!
Finally blogging after a period of time of hardship, dreadful experience, death scenes etc.! I feel refreshed! And I love the skin I chose. HAHA XD. I love GOD. HOLYYYYYYYY:) And I'm totally in love with french, and I intend to pursue it to A levels standard XD Well, if God allows me to do so! Oh wells, I'm blogging at a very late time, and I'm the only one who's kinda awake. Freaking though, but WHO CARES! hahahahaha! Ok, I'm going hyper. haha.

Today was LA poetry analysis and also malay paper. They were two of the few easy papers I've ever done before. Nama awak siapa? HAHA. I did question 2 for LA. It was on this old beggar who was so thin and stinky. Gah, I suddenly thought of the crying scene where xy was crying so passionately! LOL. XY pls dont kill me! lol. Bwah, I did some thinking about my exams, and I realised I SUCK. I studied just becos there was a gift in front of me: macbook. But it turns out that we're suppose to score for OURSELVES AND NOT INCENTIVES T.T Sigh, it really got thro' my brain, but oh wells, I'll still continue to pursue for a personal comp as far as my stand allows me too (: I might love a tablet. If only apple churned out a APPLE TABLET. OMG THEN I'M SO BUYING IT! hahaha ok, I just kinda run thro' history, reasons for studying it... features all the crap. I might as well "photocopy" the info and regurgitate it out on the day of hist. exam. Hahs. LALA. OH yar, I'm gonna get emo. Really, these few days make me regret bring born into Earth! I wanna commit suicide then I can disappear! *That sounds GOOD*

Gawd, burdens are everywhere. Commitments, exams, chruch, urgh so many things to balance out. I might as well be a holy being and be a perfect SAINT. Goosh, I'm talking crap. Hence the name: benjy-da-crapper. HAH!

2008-08-23T12:07:00.004+08:00

Hello people!
I'm once again blogging!
Guess wat, I'm stuck with a mild flu:(
Sigh, besides that,
I've geog, history & quizzes to complete by nxt week.
And I still have violin lesson later
And I can't find my score T.T
Why is this happening to me... BAH.
Anyways, went to macs just now to eat breakfast~ WOOTS.
I drank double chocolate frappe. Super chilling!!!
hahax:)
Then went home.
Slack.
And now, I'm gonna start with my homework.
I hope I can finish.
Later still need to go bay.
And tomorrow,
my class is gonna go buy DONUTS!
YAYAYAYA~~~~`
I'm feeling high, LOL
Oh wells,
gotta go mug again:(
Will try to blog tomorrow.
BYES~

Hwee Wern playing Claudine!

2008-08-22T21:58:00.006+08:00

ALICIA AND DANA

ISAAC

DAVID

JOCELYN

MIDGETS ATTACK

2008-08-22T21:27:00.003+08:00

Hi people! Now, there're currently 7 migets in my rm, playing and squabbling, horribly mad. Audi a little just now, and now im blogging:) Apparently, two of the migets got leg injury and is recuperating rigth beside. XD anyways, I gotta go bay tmr. Needa bring $15 for the purchase of DONUTS. YUMMY:))) On sunday, we're all gonna go buy them! Im supposedly going to tell Bridget that she needs to bring $15. But I'm afraid she'll complain. Dunno. Sigh, SE was ok today. Ms. Ku was practically suanning me at the beggining of the practise. I was sitting beside Zhi Ruo. Imba lar. When we run through the fast notes, i mean REAL FAST, he managed to play them in ease... -.- eeks. But nicole is SOO much better XD in terms of sight-reading. AHAHA:) Sigh, the migets are seriously noise pollutions, and recently my idiotic brother damaged the blinds. Got a harsh scolding from my mum. XD YES. Ah sigh, I'm so gonna slack tonight, probably work on the quizzes tmr. cyas!

2008-08-21T20:27:00.000+08:00

ENJOY XD

2008-08-21T19:22:00.002+08:00

Im real bored. There's so much homework, and there's LA unseen poetry test tmr:( Actually, I wanted to post a lot of things, but my mum asked me to play this song for church ltr when I need to study. IDIOT. Sigh, did a little quizzes, but then again, my brain wasn't functioning well. T.T I need a recharge. Anyway, french test was today. Kinda sucky, cos I didn't finish it:( I hope to get 60 marks and abv, since its my minimum requirement. I'm turning into a very very BAD mood. I feel like killing. I just can't stand my mum. Je n'aime pas mon mere. Elle est stupide. Sheesh. My bro's gonna watch Evan Almighty. Yucks. He finished his exams le:((( Sigh, im tired. Gotta go. Bye.

2008-08-20T19:19:00.002+08:00

Hello people!
I'm once again, trying to update my blog!
So, lessons were quite alright today.

Science: blah blah. boring.

PE: Played netball. Was the goal shooter. Missed quite a few shoots:(

PC: Did on consumer and provider. very very very boring. except for the jokes!

Maths: Did some questions in groups of 4, area & perimeter

LA: Got back homework done by me and arthur. got 12/25. SHIT. then mrs. ezra went to say i had potential but was too lazy -.- zzz

HCL: was the best lesson of the day. fought with gong. got scissors from bryan. THREE SOMEMORE XD. then i threw ivory's bottle all the way to arthur. hit arthur. he didn't catch:(

Later walked home with a few ppl. Joked a little. then we laughed XD then went on mrt. then went home~
AHAHA:)

Bathed, slack and i watch the taekwando competition for Olympics. Super cool lar. The china one managed to do a 360 degrees turn and hit the opponent's head. She got 2 points! WOW. imba lar. China got like duno how many golds le. Super goodie:))))

Haiz, I'm reminded of the quizzes. Still got a few more. Irritating quizzes. They're practically sucking the life force out of me. I need to recuperate. Perharps SLEEP. Sigh. tmr is french test! Ahhhhh... Wish me good luck!!! people!:)

NICE PICTURE OF A SWAN!!! :)))

2008-08-19T18:31:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.
I'm thoroughly bored T.T
Nothing to do. SIGH.
except to mug.
SIGHSIGHSIGH...
Anyways, just came back from french:)
Bonjour monsieur!
wahaha. (It means hello mister)
I shall show you people some french~

Today I have learnt about festivals. This includes:

C'est l'Epiphanie! (Epiphany)
C'est la fete des rois.
On mange des galettes des rois.
On fete l'Epiphanie le 6 janvier. This means 6 of January~

C'est paques! (Easter!)
C'est la renaissance de Jesus-Christ.
On mange des oeufs au chocolat.
On fete paques en avril. April, somewhere there.

C'est la fete du travail. (Labor's day!!!)
Ou la fete du muguet.
On ne travaille pas.
Le muguet porte chance.
Le 1er (premier) mai est la fete du travail. First of May

C'est le 14 juillet. (14 of July)
C'est la fete nationale. (national day of France)
On regarde le defile militaire.
Le soir, il y a des feux d'artifice.
C'est la date de la Revolution Francaise.

LOL. So that's some things we learnt~
Quite fun actually:)
Anyway, went back with xt, arthur & ly.
But ly ran off suddenly.
O.O dunno why???
hahax
went to buy peanut butter wafer. YUMMYSSS
Then board mrt with arthur.
OHOH
We've discussed about the position of the vice-chair & chair.
We so agree that ----- must be pulled down.
And others must ascend!
muahaha
EVIL GRIN.
So.
I'm feeling anxious for french test... zzz... my mum says must get abv 70 T.T
bah humbag!
sigh, gotta go revise, byees!

2008-08-18T22:29:00.002+08:00

GUESS WAT?!
I HATE MATH QUIZZES!
THEY ARE EFFING HARD & IRRITATING.
HOW I WISH I CAN DESTROY THEM!!!
RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
DAMN T.T

I am wondering...

2008-08-18T20:05:00.002+08:00

You know, after being in Dunman High for about 8 months or so, I've matured a lot and like duh I made lots of friends:) And ya well, sometimes feelings tend to grow much deeper and you find yourself in this situation where you kind of like? your friends much better? Okay, that happened to me twice. And the first one sort of ended up real horrible. It was mostly a one-way sided love, with me being the idiotic one who keeps on chasing her... Even though I knew the consequences. Sigh, I "deprived" her of 3-4 months of freedom? And now, we seem as though we're complete strangers, sigh... I think this friendship has kind of go "poof".

And now, I find myself in another one! And the real good news is, it's a two-sided love. Oh well, things do happen like that:) And I'm trying my best to "continue" it? I guess so.

You know I realise that my results are seriously deproving. I'm getting all Bs and not As which I'm supposed to. Sigh, ever getting hook up to MSN, I've really seen my results detoriate, and I'm saddened by this fact. I really admire those who can balance their time up, going on MSN and at the same time, getting straight As for their results. Sigh, I believe I'm one of those who can't really balance out. I need self-motivation... T.T

Ar, letting out my thoughts do make me feel better. I hope not to commite any grave offences in the near future and not upset people surrounding me. Right, if you have any constructive comments, please go ahead! I'd really appreciate it:)

Signed,
Ben XD

2008-08-17T20:40:00.001+08:00

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Wanyu, this is a quote that I want to give it to you. Hope that you'll like it! :)

From
ME:)))

WHOOOOO

2008-08-17T20:28:00.001+08:00

YAY I'VE OFFICIALLY STEAD WITH WANYU! :)

2008-08-17T16:54:00.003+08:00

FELICIA WITH HER CHOCOLATE-STAINED MOUTH

BESTIES!!! JOBO, KABO, BIMBO!!! XD
Dumbo and Jobo!

LOL:) ENJOY! Random pics~!

2008-08-17T16:23:00.002+08:00

Hello people.

I'm officially BORED-.- Went to lunch with Jonathan, Gaby, Angel and Winsome.
Heh heh, ate $3 chicken rice PLUS cheesy fries.
Yucks, what happened to my DIET PLAN!!!
I'm so gonna GROW fat T.T
HAIZ... But who cares XD
Chocolate's much more FATTENING!
lol:)
So,
after lunching, went back to church with them.
Stayed there... talk talk... laugh laugh... like tt lor.
OHOH, took a few shots of them.
We have to do a presentation for teachers' day celebration-.-
LOL
Will try to post them ltr XD
And we're so gonna buy donuts for the teachers.
DONUTFACTORY DONUTS:)
Hope it'll be delicious~~~
WAHAHA:)
Anyway
At about 2.25 like tht, I went home with Angel and Winsome.
And guess wat?!
Angel the FATTYBOMBOMB went to hit my head!!!
IDIOT.
And it was freaking painful T.T
SUCKER!
humph
OH WELL, I gotta go do RS report.
BYESSS~~

PC DAYYY!!! :)

2008-08-16T17:03:00.008+08:00

Arthur~~~

ME, Bryan & Arthur

ME, Bryan

Hello!
YAY PC day went totally smoothly~
And performance was great!
Wanyu dressed do sexy lar
And then there was this irritating person tht kept staring at her while she was dancing~
Ah ha
IT was KM!
But sadly,
I felt I was not needed
I played the violin part...
But it wasn't audible T.T
I practically played for NOTHING...
ARGH
I should have brought a stand.... :(
But anyways,
being the Emcee was fun
ANDANDAND Xinyi
was praised by the almighty LEE
for being a GOOOD emcee.
[GOSSIPS]
ahhaa
maybe, LEE likes?
i duno:)
anyway
PC was super fun
I ate lots of food!
Snips here and there
there was pizza, nuggets :), onion rings & almond stuffs which was simply DELICIOUS
I was real FULL
OHOH
and my parents talked to MR LEE
and he said i was QUIET IN CLASS AND INDUSTRIOUS.
WHAT UTTER BULLSHIT-.-
lalala
AND FREAKSHIT
i lost mdm rozana's worksheet on diffusion and osmosis:(
sad sad
I have to plead with mush to help me to scan
i owe her a BOTTLE OF GREEN TEA~
lalala
I would lose $1T.T
Shittsss
YAY THREE CHEERS FOR ERASMA!
im sososos happy`
andand
the picture is:
from left:
ME BRYAN ARTHUR
then then
picture in the middle
from left:
ME BRYAN
AND
there's ARTHUR~
WHOOO LOVE IT~~~~~~~~~~
CHEERS PEOPLE:)

2008-08-15T21:59:00.003+08:00

Hello people!
YAY, tmr's PC day.
And Erasma is gonna perform Claudine to all the parents! WHOOO~
Anyways, Wanyu told me she's gonna wear either black, white or pink for dancing~O.O
LOL
She's spoilt for choice:]
LALALA, so just now I was practising my violin part with the video, and it turns out that it wasn't as simple as it seems O.O
Since there was editing by our fellow MR LEE
ohoh, MR LEE is so being featured in our exclusive slideshow, and his face looks kinda retarded..
Yea:)
ARGH im freaking scared tht i'll screw up tmr's PC day. MAY the lord bless me man...
:(
SIGH
anyways, got back bio test and had history test T.T
What could go ANY wronger?
I got a pathetic 18.5 for bio test upon 25... EE
And my history... I was crapping all the while.
Didn't bring enough foolscap, so squeeze everything into two pages XD
In the end, entire paper looked like SHIT. wahaha!
Well, basically for SE today, we had workshop. BAH HUMBAG
I totally SCREW UP.
I DIDNT practise with joey, therefore... YEA
MY harmonics were practically SHITTY. T.T
and my fast notes... blahblah~~~
OHoh
I jus realised tht this piece was wat Joel played when he was SEC 2?
whoots.
lalala nice song it was to be ruined in my hands. AHAHAH
sosososososo
in conclusion,
today was a NICE DAY
EXCLUDING THE WORKSHOP
YAY
I LOVE MYSELF.
VANITY
GONG
WA. IM RANDOM
LOL
BYESS!:)))))))))

SADDENING :(

2008-08-13T18:14:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Guess wat.
Today's math quiz is NO JOKE.
I was super careless:(
And that costs me lots of marks. BOO
I dunno why but I am not developed in math.
You noe, it's depressing to know tht ur frens are so well-equipped.
YET you suck. Geddit?
Sigh.
I'm depressed.
I'm sorry for those I had disturbed:(
Forgive me.

Sigh...

2008-08-11T20:42:00.002+08:00

Hihi people!!!

BOO T.T tmr is the start of another boring school day. zzz.
And tmr i'm gonna have french.
And it simply makes me wonder why I have grown so attached to French... LALA:)
Anyway, this week has history essay and a math quiz! I'm so gonna do well in the quiz to make up for my ever so bad math test... BAH!
Sigh. O.o tell you sth... IM SO TOTALLY MAD ABOUT MACBOOK AND IPOD!!!
Yipppeeee Im going to get one myself, by hook or by crook. But the bad thing is... I'm a spendthrift T.T Which is so not good. Tell you sth: I'm left with $32.50 for August! Shitty bons bons:(
LALALALA but i'm not gonna be money-face for once. I could lose some weight though. HEEHEE XD
And one thing... Quizzes suck! Especially when they have time limit to them. Bleh. Spoils my entire mood for the day-.- hope MOODLE crashes frequently! [Muahaha]
Well, had hokkien mee for dinner. I love the chilli. They should have giveN MORE.
And at the mention of MORE, i'm reminded by my mp3 playing GIMME MORE just now:] YAY YAY
Ok, gotta go slack XD so update tmr again!

Au revoir,
Monsieur Wan:]

2008-08-10T14:48:00.002+08:00

Ello people!

Just came back from Church, had lunch... Yummy. I'm full XD
So, revised a little for history... How to properly write a structured essay blah blah. Totally boring-.-
And now, I'm staring at my comp, blogging:)
And I'm very pissed with someone: My mum
She's really annoying at some time, trying to act as though she's as hippy and young...
My uncle had promised to perhaps buy a macbook? I dunno. But it was like 99% real.
Then she had to come along and say, "NO."
Just dashed my beautiful, longing dream T.T
But anyways, I'm accustomed to such horrendous remarks, doesn't affect me.
Well, let's stop talking abt such sad stuff:]
Once EOY ends, I'm so gonna be addicted to the following stuffs:

1. DOTA!!!
2. PSP- Sims Castaway, Final Fantasy 7 Crisis Core
3.Lappie XD
4. Going out with frens!!! YAY

Yea man, I'm so looking forward. Hope results are positive too! Then my PARENTS WON'T NAG!!! PRay for Moi!

2008-08-09T19:50:00.004+08:00

Tagged by Bryan!

Rules:
Bloggers who have been tagged have to write 10 things about you which are all true.
At the End, bloggers have to tagged another 10 people to do the quiz and have to tell them they have been tagged..

1. I play the violin!
2. I love to socialize:)
3. I admire my ever dynamic seniors! [DHSSE]
4. I like Erasma:] and her students!
5. I am a fanatic of APPLE!!! Whoo!!! `macbook air~
6. I totally love to chomp at MACS!
7. I am depressed by my results-.- (SERIOUSLY)
8. I feel very not welcomed by a lot of people ):
9. I am trying my best to purchase Twilight, Eclispe, New Moon & BREAKING DAWN:]]]
10. I love my school lots! Dunman High XD

Now, 10 ppl:
Ivory
Wanyu
Gaby
Cherie Tan
Jiayi
Zijie
Yuhan
Joey
Leng Yuk
Wei ge

DONE!!!

2008-08-09T13:03:00.002+08:00

Cheerios peeps!

OMG did you watched the opening ceremony of Beijing Olympic Games? Its damn imba lar!
Like they used the format of scrolls to showcase China's accomplishments!
WOW. I'm totally speechless... How i wished to be able to go there to view the fireworks.
There were like dunno how many fireworks display!

Also, `BREAKING DAWN` has been released! OMGOMGOMGOMG i so want it. And Twilight, Eclispe, New Moon!!! Sigh... but I'm broke really. I should really start saving up!

OHOH, today's SINGAPORE BDAE!:) HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! 43 YRS OLD AND STILL GOING STRONG!

Ahah, I still left several quizzes...-.- HATE THEM.

Well, nothing else to blog. Lemme go do MAth worksheet le. BYEEE

2008-08-06T20:51:00.003+08:00

Hi people!
Yea, I have upload a video, Vincent- Starry Starry Night. It's a wonderful piece, especially to those who appreciate Language like me:) Hee jkjk. Anyway, enjoy the soothing music~

Ok, I know I haven't posted for a very long time, but well, here I am, updating it once again! School was okay today, but a couple of things went horribly WRONG.

Wrong thing #1: I caused everyone to run 6 ROUNDS aroung the track! :[ I'm sooooo sorry, and I will seriously shut my mouth during P.E.

Wrong thing #2: I hit LY's head too hard... HEE my apologies...:] Pocky!

So, it was hard for me... boo hoo... I'm suffering in this world OF DOOM! [thts pure stupidity]

Oh yar, we had BIO test today... and guess what, all the mugging and stuffs weren't USEFUL AT ALL. -.- wasted my precious time! But nevertheless, I hope Mdm. Rozana is more LENIENT and gives us SKY HIGH MARKS!:) I'm super worried, I can't flunk this time round.. I'm an IP student, OMFGGGGGGG!!!!!

O.O guess wat? During LA lesson today, LY and Feli got A TONGUE-LASHING by Mrs. Ezra. They're actually counting the number of times she said OK. wahaha:) Then in the end the whole class got SCOLDED... SIGH i still wonder how she maintains that pleasant SMILE:p

oK, i'M GOING to go watch utube vids... Bye for now! XD

2008-08-02T17:21:00.002+08:00

Sigh, i got bombarded with this quiz:[[[ so gotta do it:)

Answer each question with the First letter of my name: B:)

1) 4 LETTER WORD: Book:] randomness

2) BOY NAME: Bryan XD

3) GIRL NAME: Brenda

4) OCCUPATION: Boulangere. Terence should know:]

5) A COLOR: Blue! Yeaaaaa

6) SOMETHING YOU WEAR: Boots? But I don't wear them...haha

7) BEVERAGE: Bubble tea! Whooots. <3 it

8) FOOD: Brunch? I have no idea whats tht. Go google~

9) SOMETHING FOUND IN A BATHROOM: Bath shampooo:]

10) A PLACE: Berlin!

11) REASON FOR BEING LATE: Bathing:]

12) SOMETHING YOU SHOUT: Bah humbag! Christmasssss

Cool quiz. Did it in a jifff~~~~

2008-08-02T17:09:00.002+08:00

HIIII just came back from violin lesson. Was super tired:] Anyway, today was KHS family day and basically I went down to help! YIPPEESS. Get to meet EX SIXONERS: Cherie, Nicole, KX2, Nicholas, SWH, Bryan and Yong Jie and Cheryl and Kenneth and Fiona. It was totally cool~ getting to meet each other after so many torturing months of schooling. We set up a stall, to scoop water babiesO.O and i tried and managed to scoop a few XD I brought 10 dollars worth of coupons and i spent it with Fiona.

Hehe, i brought 2 sticks of chicken and fish nuggets. But the chicken nuggets suck, they taste like some rotten shit:/ in the end i was forced to throw them away:]]] managed the stall during the last few minutes of my stay, had fun, and managing the stall was tiring one ok. zZz... then went home about 12.15pm. was bored during the journey.... Sms Baldy but no reply-.-

After tht i had violin lesson. Went well smoothly, but i just realised tht I left my notebook with my teacher!!! Argh... stupid. But then again, think on the bright side:))) I can slack for a week! whOots~~~~ after lesson, came back home and blog and drink SNAPPLE. lalalala cooling:P

RIght, a fun day i must say. Have to go. Take good care! Byessss!XD

MOOd: Joyous, Hyper

Le coleurs

2008-08-01T22:14:00.003+08:00

Hi guys! My blog is soooo dead, and i'm gonna inject life into it once again:]]]

Anyway, here are 10 things i wanna give thanks to today:)

1. For letting me wake up! [uh duh XD]
2. For letting me remember to bring violin!
3. For letting me catch up with the bus~
4. For giving me the knowledge to finish LA summary test. (bah, im gonna fail it)
5. For letting me have a peaceful recess and lunch:)
6. For letting me report to CCA in time!
7. For letting practice go so smoothly todae:]]]
8. For letting me and shimin hitch a ride in faith's car XD whoOts:]
9. For letting me reach home.
10. For letting me be able to blog~

Today was a very nice day, having my LA summary test gone, it was a burden of my shoulders:) Today's SE's practice was quite smooth today, but i got embarrassed by Miss Ku's scale practice:[ i forgot how to play C melodic minor... Booohooo... im so dead. O.o Joey got to b the new treasurer, Tesia bcame assets, Jiemin bcame Secretary and Karis bcame librarain and Zhao jie too. LOL. congratz on their new role in SE. Wishing them all the BEST:)))

2008-07-26T19:04:00.002+08:00

YOOO!
Went prawning with cell group today!!! It was DAMN FUN!!! Had caught about 6, 7 prawns. 2 of them were BIG, GIGANTIC~ After prawning for a long, long time, we grilled the prawns. Had a little difficulty starting the fire, there was this huge fan blowing right at our flame, but nevertheless we got it started. Raylia, her fren, Josh and Winsome started poking the prawns with sticks. The prawns fiddled her and there. It was total GRUESOME.

Finally, off to grilling. The bright, red color of the ready prawns, the enticing odour! Yummy, i ate probably about 17? WhoOts. It was lovely. Joel brought two small, containers full of this special sauce. Garlic mixed with chilli? Simply delicious. But Gavin had to spoil the fun. He drooled into one of them. YUCCCKY. XD. But overall the food was good.

Went to J8. Ate at PIZZA HUT~ yummy. The beef lasagne was too small a portion. Too little!!! Ate lotsa cheese and chilli, had a great deal of chattering there. Went to buy Oreo crappe. refreshing~~~~~

Went home with Carmen, Josh and Penn. Super tired... bombarded with hell lots of hm! bah humbug. lemme sleep man. Im CRAZYYY. BYEEES!:]

2008-07-24T19:02:00.002+08:00

HI ALL!

I'm back! yay~ Haven't been updating for a very very long time. Sigh, with all the homeworks and stuffs, it's not hard to wonder why.

Anyways, today Mr. Lee changed the seating arrangement! ARGH. I so totally object to the arrangement. I have to sit beside our dear beloved GONG. She was of vainess. Using a file as a mirror to SEE her reflections. O.O Vanity~

I was sitting of an outrageous distance from my own, very GOOD BOY buddy, arminem! :[ boo hoo... My mind was disrupted the whole day... Missed those good times we had, SIGH.

So, had French again today. Total crapness. Boreddd:P was glad when monsieur said, "Sil vous plait, au revoir!" WhoOTs. Greeted him with extreme excitement and then fled.

Had a BIG FIGHT with UHM. LOLXD. Did it thro the phone, wasting messages :] in the end, managed to END IT.

Have tons of homework to hand in tmr, and a BIG DEAL of examssss... zzz ok, gotta go. CYA people~

Hi all!!!

2008-07-15T16:50:00.002+08:00

so sorry for not posting for a very very long time. had been caught up with homework. bleh. sch sucks.

anw, i volunteered to play for wanyu's and daryl's dance. I need to c if they're dancing to like some ballrm dance. i can get some nice pieces~uhm, i mean classical and ROMANTIC pieces. wanyu was totally embarassed. sigh, lovely couple.

so, sch was fun today. except for me and Arthur pissing LY and Feli off=)
___

morning.
came to sch as usual.
slack.
chiong the CME correction.
had to copy one, entire ke wen. stupid!
Arthur copied damn slow. after recess still haven't finished
LOL.
___

recess.
went with Arthur.
Saw Jiemin.
treated her mango shakeeee.
1 dollar plus. humph!
___

classes continued... boringggg.
then, during chi period
me and Arthur pissed Feli off by putting glitter glue onto the rim of her bottleXD
she went, "F--- lar. wlao!!!" then we giggled like siao
she didn't dare touch the bottle. she was scared~~~
then LY came to rescue and started using white glue to threaten us. It looked like the Panis[not original form of word] ejaculating. wahaha. the glue got onto my bag, the beautiful crumpler. i got damn pissed too. thank goodness it was wipable. LOL.
___

LUNCH
went to 7-11 and ate cup noodles. wheee i ate tom yam. the soup so hot lor until the soup scalded my throat:D bought a bar of choco too. forgotten wat it was called. BUT it was super delicious. YUMMY.
___

went back with sam. i got off at outram. she got off at Aljunied.
went home.
bathe.
ate snacks.
blog.
do stupid hm.
SIGH

thts all. hope to b able to post tmr and nt get bombarded wif tons of hmmmm!!!

2008-07-10T20:09:00.002+08:00

hey! just finished doing up certain part of my blog! i just finished dinner, spicy noodles~whoOTs. i love it. im full. i ate 4 pieces of chocolates. yummy~~

here's today's schedule:

wake up at 6 today
brushed teeth, dress up. blah blah. usual stuffs.
watched HBO. ocean's thirteen. it was NICE.
walked a long long way to reach the bus-stop. my legs were aching like hell.
reached school.
_
saw ------ wif ---- and --------. simply pathetic.
was drizzling so stayed in cls for flag raising.
had temperature taking. FELICIA obviously didn't brought hers. took ly's SPOILED thermometer:]
i was 36oc. some had 35.2. wahaha. COLD-BLOODED...
_
schooling time. nth much except for chi lesson.
played so loudly until relief teacher scolded us. LOLXD
---- pissed ly off wif his smug look and holding a gay stick in his hand.
then ly went pissed and started screaming at ----. siao siaaa.
_
FRENCH.
learnt abt body parts.
fesses.butt
dent.teeth
etc etc
laughed as usual.
had a fun time laughing our lungs out!!!
_
bought bubble tea. peach green tea.
went home.
bathe.
eat.
blog.
do homework.
sleep.
and so on.....

MOOD OF THE DAY: unknown. too much things had happened.
JERK OF THE DAY: [censored]:]

Hurrays!

2008-07-09T22:00:00.002+08:00

finally, i got my favorite skin! its been hell long since i've been scouringfor one! but finally, its over, i got the most suitable skin i want~

so, as i was saying, i was certainly busy tis few days, hence no blogging for the past few days. now, im blogging for once. anyways, sch was okay today, wif me and arthur crapping abt sick jokes!=) tsk tsk. we said so many stuffs, practically laughed my lungs out and i almost choked on my drink. today chi lesson was sooo boring, wif huang lao shi toking NON-STOP. she brought tis mini microphone, which was obviously no help at all. we got into our grp to do tis project which we need to make a short play out of a story. the grp members were me, feli, ly, gong, yueying and arthie. feli wrote the script out, while the rest was somewhat brainstorming. since the project was on tis girl buying clothes, we decided to modify to change the clothes-->lingeries.

and obviously, arthur was chosen as the candidate to represent our female "model"=)he got seriously pissed and went pissing daryl off. he managed to chill and finally i volunteered to do wif him!XD

also, gong teached me tis very perverted hand sign. it was very sick i swear. i did it towards to wanyu and daryl, for it is obvious they're a real couple tht needed the hand sign. wanyu got so damn pissed and ignored me=) daryl... he wasn't much affected though.

anyway, soon after tht, ao kun came rushing over with tis paper wif some random jap words tht i totally don't understand. then arthur translated it which means: IDIOT. buahaha. daryl scolded ao kun idiot. deux baisers. in the end, ly got pissed wif ly which in turn make them look weird. =P

sigh. im so bored and tired. still hav LA assignments to do. need to chiong! so, sayonara!!!

2008-07-06T21:25:00.002+08:00

hihi peeps. so sorry i didnt post for yesterday? the day before? wateva, anyway, my phone's undergoing repair! YAY BUT, i lost all my contacts... stupid. therefore, i need u ppl contact! so sms me~~~ ok, enuf of tht.

i ate macs just now, mcSpicy upsize~! i super love it. i added three packets of pepper. spicy like hell but the coke was freaking cold so it neutralize everything! haha. so, these few days were ok, and im so totally glad tht there isn't sch tmr!!! YAY -iLOVE- YOUTH DAY! finally. getting youthful at last. stay away frm those cuddly toys tht gets ur nose all tipsy. im a youth!!!! getting so high over it. lolXD

Uk SE pics!!!

2008-07-04T20:10:00.000+08:00

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

Uk photos!!! WhoOts!=)))

2008-07-04T18:51:00.000+08:00

hello ppl... im feeling very emo, im staring blankly right at the computer listening to music. I just had IDMI week and it seriously sucks, wif the extra workload and stuffs but the only,REAL nice thing abt it is tht we get to b release early=))) Anyways, DHS celebrated Youth Day today!!! WhoOTs=) it was sure fun, wif the captain's ball and other game stations~ we had assembly in the hall and performances done by teachers and studentsXD YAY! also, we celebrated the birthday of our oldest teacher. ohoh, Dunman High also invited a band called [i forgot le=)] to perform. it was surperb!!! The band did lots of stunts, and i especially like the head spinning. Whoa! Tht got everyone high! The yr 3 sang their lvl song called知足。the teachers of yr 3 sang too=D and the yr 1 and 3's teachers combine and put together a dance. it was led by Mr. Xu, our lvl head! and Mdm Rozanna! the teachers did an awesome job lor! everyone LOVED itXD

well, enuf of the fun stuffs i had. I just realised tht I still have Eportfolio to do... boo hoo=( and I still can't figure out where to design? write? the cover page. oh well, it was fun overall. btw, i got tis feeling (which I seriously hate) tht alot of ppl are angry wif me. I do hope tht the feeling is just rubbish, but I really am worried. I'm scared my seniors will start getting angry wif me, and my classmates will feel annoyed. I would like to apologise if I did anything wrong, especially to KOXL of yr 3? im sorry to have said wrongly to someone and making you take the blame. I thereby say sorry wif all my heart.

After the celebration and playing of games and stuffs, me, Loh, Bryan and one of his fren went to Tiong to see see shop shop. I mean window shopping. haha. I ate Macs, and I was thoroughly full till my stomach was bulging. oops. I seriously shld lose some weight. anw, we lingered there until abt 4 plus and we were going towards the station when we spotted Ivory and Xuewen. haha. they just finished their prac n came to Tiong. said hi to them and we left.

well, hope tht i can seriously finish my Eportfolio and History script n ppt!!! Argh. omg, GOD save me!!!

2008-07-03T22:24:00.000+08:00

heyhey... feeling damn sian and tired.. got super lots of hm lor... damn!
anyways, tmr hav inter-class competition!!! hope tht i wont screw up=P haha. GOD bless me! today was quite okay, wif a few irritating exceptions like arthur, glen and nicholas. they r damn stupid lar, deleting other ppl's program. fish them lar. stupid ass****s. they're in the same grp as me, which irritates me even FURTHER. cant stand them. but, my grp has also ppl tht r really nice~ like wanyu! YAY club director!!! whoa, i can see a formidable team rising... (wif the exception of the double bastards) so, wish me and my team gd luck!!! chiong!!! XDXD

benjibo~~~
slacker.

retarded.

2008-07-03T08:16:00.000+08:00

good mornin peeps, im super nervous... got IDMI presentation coming straight up. my script is totally teared...XD anw, the teacher's coming, but i don't giv a damn!!!=)) hope to score great marks, though my grp has some irritating ppl in it... and daryl tan zhe ming is giving me a hard time. mabel is feeling sososo guilty abt exposing my SECRET... [buahaha] arthur suck right to the core... he and his "ben" look perturbs me greatly... no wonder i have nightmares everyday=) o.o the ambience is super quiet, i can hear my keys clicking away~~ LOL ok, gtg, gotta present le=)))

YAY!!!=)))

2008-07-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU GABY AND PRIZ!!! for making tis wonderful blog! yay! im glad! the birth of da crapper's blog. woots!!! i love it~~<3 well, gonna go do hm now, cya all!!!XD

benjy=)))
crapper.

New Blog

2008-07-02T12:19:00.001+08:00

This is just a test-run.Proper blogging will start on the next post!wahahaas=)

New Blog

2008-07-02T11:57:00.000+08:00

hi ppl. I'm just texting out my new blog which i've just created.Proper blogging will start on the next post!=)